Thank you smch to the man I love...

I'm sitting next to him at Ate Rhol's house and he doesn't have any idea about this. I wanna say thank you to the man I love. Bb, thank youu so much for today. For making my birthday so special and for doing everything. I do appreciate every inch you do to make me happy. You just don't have the idea how happy you made me. I could wish that each day never ends when I'm with you. Bb, I so love you still in many ways. And I'm so grateful that it's still me you choose to love. I'm the luckiest girl in the world.

Bb, thank you for this day.

I love you so much... :)

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Happy birthday to me!!!....happy birthday to me...happy birthday, happy birthday.... Happy Birthday to me!!!

Bwahahahah, getting insane singing a bday song to myself. I'm just alone while waiting for the clock to strike 12MN to December 14, though I was alone I'm still so happy. I totally understand why he can't be with me waiting for my birthday but excited for this very long day. Huhuhuhu, getting old. I hate it!!! :D

Anyhow, this is the picture we took later this aftienoon!!!

This is not a kiss, hehehe.....it's a bite actuallyyy that's why I look scared. lulz

I took this at exactly 12mn at Dec. 14. wheeww!!!!!... The lightning in our room is bad.

And this is my gift earlier. 

lulzzzzz..... Trust me, still can't get over this.... Lolz..this is so funny that it made me laugh out loud so hard earlier. hehehehehehe... Sorry bb, I need to post this. :D love you still...

iloveyouuusomuch bb.. thanks you for everything. mwaahh..

A Dream Come True

Kia Ora!!!!

A dream come true, indeed. Last September 21, 2010 was the time of my life. I had a midnight flight from Cebu to Manila via Cebu Pacific. It's just less than an hour travel and my first time to ride a plane. My mom, my sister, Jessa, and my Tiya, Tiya Grace, went with me. The experience on the plane was quite nice. Ihas jd! hehehe We even saw Aiza Seguerra, a singer-artist in the Philippines in which luckily happen to be the seatmate of Tiya Grace. lulz...

Where d'ya think I'm going?... Anybody can take a guess.... hehehe... Weelll, to those people so close to me, this is really a no-brainer question. Yeah!!! I'm going to the love of my life. I'll follow him and be with him for the rest of my life. I was so anxious with the time. And the little time passed I get so excited, so happy and all these emotions just mixed up because right there and then, I also miss my family. I even cried while waiting for my flight on the way to Brunei. I was a bit scared because it will be the first time that I'll just be alone. But yeah, was able to manage it. And that day, I still can't believe that it will just be 24 hours less and I'll then going to see him. I can't even put into words how happy am I.

The Iterenary:

12mn Sept. 21, 2010 : via Cebu Pacific from Cebu to Manila
7:20am Sept. 22, 2010 : via Royal Brunei from Manila to Brunei
12:00noon Sept 22, 2010 : via Royal Brunei from Brunei to Auckland

And finally I arrived 1am in Sept. 23, 2010 in Auckland.


Finally, I'm already here in Auckland with him specifically. :) It's already a month and days passed already. I was just so lazy in updating the blog. So far, so happy in love each day with him. Even-though we both know that there are aspects that will be difficult but having each other we know we can surpass it. And we can conquer every single trials.

I'll just update pictures sooner.

1st day of "BER- months"

It's the first day of "BER-months" and we can't just tell one day we'll wake up it's already December 25 then New Years. Okay! I'm exaaggggg... teeeheee... Time flies so fast if you'll not going to think about it. But it's so draggging when you're waiting for something to happen.

Anyways, sorry blogger for not updating these days. Really so lazy. I'll try my very best to keep you updated. I still can't tell what's keeping me busy this days, that will be a surprise... hehehehe... Not really, but let's just wait for the coming days. I'll surely update you blogger.

However, right now let's just count the days 'till that day will come and I can no longer wait for it to happen. Excited and happy and so much joys it brings to me. Grrrr, that's it for now blogger I might spill the beans... :D

Sayonara!!! 'til we meet again.

This will be my last entry that I'll going to do at work. :(

I'm not saying goodbye to our blog but instead to the people at work, to my so called friends at work.

My last duty is a damn sleepy night. What I did in my last duty is sleep, sleep, sleep and sleep and I only got 20 emails... hehehehe... I didn't have enough sleep that day thus, I can't help my eyes from closing. My head ache so much that I feel it wanna break. exxaggg much! but yeah, I really had a terrible headache last night.

An hour from now, it will be the end of our shift. And the end of my duty, no more calls for the coming days. 7 days terminal VL and 3 weeks staying at home then, a greener pasture that I pursue that I still can't tell right now. 'Til that day will come.

Anyways, I will surely miss all the people at work. My team 18 friends, My team "TEAMBANG" and my ever first team "TEAMMOST". Goodbye is painful, as what I read in Chai's status message. It really is, especially when I'm used giving Chai a hug everytime I see her at work. It really is sad but we do have our own journey and destiny that we want to fulfill.

As for me, it's a another chapter of my life. I'm very excited about it honestly. And I do pray everything will turn out fine.

To all my friends at work, I will surely goonnnaa miss you! *sigh I will never forget the memories we shared.

Sayonara! 'til we meet again.

:)

So Happpyyyyyy

So happy today, I'm still speechless. hehehehe....Really, thank you so much God for the blessing.

Will update later hopefully, will not be lazy after. Will listen to my instructor first.

Day 5 - Going home & Retraining

It's retraining week for me. Argh!... I know I can find happiness at work, I should and I must :D. And he's going home from the 5 days trip. He texted me earlier. Ok fine!

One good thing about today, I received our newest couple shirt. I mean, the new addition to our couple stuff is a dress for me and the pair is a t-shirt for him. weee! so excited to wear it with him. I pray sooner I can be with him.

ssshshh! I'm actually on retraining right now. I'll listen to my instructor first. Thus, will update later. ciao.. :D

Day 4 - 'i love you so much'

I wake up on the wrong side of the bed, feeling uncomfy, irritable and not really in the mood today. I wake up around 11:00 PM, so I don't have to worry anymore how will I spend the first day in the morning. FBing, uploading pics, movie marathon and just facing ACE today. We were able to talk earlier as well, just an iloveyou and iloveyou too chat.

Day, went just fine. He chatted me earlier, around 9pm there, he said they're going back to Christchurch. So, they're coming home this 26. Wishing you for a safe trip... :)

Day 3 - an 'i love you'

Today, I was supposed to go to a Falls in Lahug and spend the whole day with Oding and others. But when I wake up this morning, I'm not feeling well and it's just I don't have the mood anymore to go and have fun. I just decided to stay and thanks to Oding for understanding. However, it doesn't stop there what I wanna do is met with Roan. So, I'll be meeting her after a coupe of hours from now. I really don't know what's going on with my life.

MyBanako, I don't know where he is now. I wish he could totally forget just one day that I'm waiting for him. But, when I wake up this morning he just send me a message ' i love you '...maybe that message is enough for me to go on for the day.... hahahay, i miss you.

update:


grab this from his Facebook. It was posted today, and try to search some info over the net, can't find any detailed info except it's some kind of museum. Well see, will update once pictures on his 5 days trip after uploaded in FB. :)

Day 2 - My mind in Queenstown, New Zealand

Queenstown, New Zealand.

At this very moment, 5:13 PM NZ 1:13 PM Cebu, he is in Queenstown. Day 2 of the trip. I'm feeling a lil something bad inside, dahh! it's just me so selfish about this 5 days trip. Anyhow, I'm still thankful he inform me, which is the good side of it. I just wish him happiness and enjoyment with the trip. Anyhow, small information about Queenstown below. I was not able to get that much info about Dunedin, my previous post.

Queenstown is an international resort town in Otago in the south-west of New Zealand's South Island. It is built around an inlet called Queenstown Bay on Lake Wakatipu, a long thin lake formed by glacial processes that is shaped like a staggered lightning bolt, and has spectacular views of nearby mountains.
source: wiki


Source: Panorama of Queenstown and Lake Wakatipu from the top of the gondola.

Still wishing I was there...huhuhuhu. Still can't get over it. But I know for sure no matter how long my day this coming few days will be I'll still be fine. grrr, as the hell I should.


Unrelated note:
Last night, I was not able to sleep directly after arriving home. Its just there are things bothering me and there are things wandering my thoughts. Because of it, I wanna divert my attention into something useful thus, I simply created another author of our blog in which you can find in every post below. From now on each post that I made will have my name as the one who posted it. Every post will look like this from now on:

not the usual POSTED BY FRANCRIS which is his account actually. Yay! for me. harharhar... a job well done. *winks

update:

Grab this in his Facebook. More pictures to come after they arrived home. :)

Day 1 - my heart in Dunedin, Christchurch

Dunedin, Christchurch.

Yesterday, around 6:00 PM in New Zealand. He, myBanako, and some of his Filipino friends (Jong, Grasya and Ate Rhols ) arrived in Christchurch for a 5 days vacation. Sigggh!!!! I really, reaaally really do wanna come. But there's a good reason behind why I can't come plus of course for the fact that I'm still here in the Philippines. However, though I'm not in the plan. I still do know where they are at this very day. I'm not included in the plan nor in the activity but I know where they are right now.

First stop: Dunedin, Christchurch

Source: Dunedin, Railway Station 

For my part, just simply blogging as to where he is today. How did I know he is in Dunedin where in fact, I really don't know the plan they have? Well, this morning he simply just inform me he is in Dunedin with a message "I still think of you." Awww, how sweet. Wish the thinking part will be in reality sooner. Honestly, I still feel a tingling bit of heaviness inside but this might mend a bit of those heaviness. *sigh again i do hope so.

Maybe, I'll update this with their pictures from the trip.

Wish him all the enjoyment and fun today. :)
Take care myBanako. mwaaahhhh....

a busy few months

It's been a while haven't posted anything in our blog. It's a lil bit busy plus lazyness and all sweet things that hinder my ass to post entries. Anyhow, I'll start one today.

The busyness thing started last May when I gathered information form the forums I searched on the net for the requirements and all sort of stuffs sorry can't really elaborate those stuffs. Me and myBanako, have a plan and finally we're just waiting for the result. However, I can't tell what it is, for it's supposed to be a secret but I know a bunch of trusted people already knew. Anyways, 16th of July turned out a bit fine for my best friend, Zeneth Avila was there helping me, providing me her moral support throughout the lenghty-intimidating-process. I can't divulge much information though but that day ends a lil bit fine even if I was not able to see him after.

Hmmmmm!!!! now what I have in mind is prayers for a good result. And him since he's on a 5 days vacation in Christchurch, NZ. Wish I was there, but sad to say I'm still here stuck in the Philippines. But somebody just told me, I need to be patient and as what his saying as well to patiently wait for one day, one day we'll be back in each other arms again. Damn! I suck in waiting but I'll give it a try and I'll try harder for don't have choice. My hearts only beats for him. :)

He's in Christ Church already while creating this entry. And feeling a lil bit heavy inside but still managed to be fine. Thank God, he provide me a nice shift (1pm-10pm shift) that I'll not be stuck at home, waiting for him. Thank you God for the timing. We chatted on both of our phones, thank God as well for his iphone for he's able to inform me every now and then on where he is and can ask him what in his mind. I don't know what his doing, who's with him apart from Jong, Grasya and Ate Rhols, what are the things they talk about or plans but what I do know, I'm assured that he'll be a good boy. He said, he'll be good while his away and to you myBanako I say "I trust you.".

I love you sooo much. Please just take care and don't let kulit worry much. ok?
mwawwahhhh.. have fun and enjoy.....

Happy 79th monthsarry myBanako!

"Within you I lose myself; without you I find myself wanting to be lost again." 

Happy 79th monthsarry myBanako!.... if there's only one thing that I wanna wish it's to be next to you at this very moment. Talking about anything and laughing. I miss you and I don't know exactly what's the feeling anymore. I miss you each day without you next to me. Wish I could be with you sooner and never will I allow to be far away from you again.

I love you still, so much.

Love Lots,

kulit, your asawa,
praying, hoping, wishing and looking forward to be with you again.

disclaimer: got the quote from my FB profile. he post it on my wall July 1. 

Happy 78th monthsarry myBanako!

'FATE is building a bridge of chance for the one you love'

You're 4511 miles (flying distance) apat from me, but I still love you sooo much...

Happy 78th monthsarry to my one and only!

It's been how many months passed already but nothings change. I still love you so much and fall inlove with you all over again. We had misunderstandings, a lot of it, that due to this distance thing it's so hard to really understand each other. You made me freak out at times. You made me cry so hard at times as well. But those doesn't really matter. For I am so unbelievably in love with you.

Our relationship is far from perfect, but nevertheless, the love we have for each other is the strongest thing I’ve ever felt, and you never stop fighting for me. I thank you for that, you really do save me on a daily basis.

Letting myself love you was the best thing I ever did. I'll keep on fighting. I'll keep you by my side. I'll never let go of the grip. I'll hold you close here in my heart.

iloveyousomuchmyBanako... mwahhh...

Thank you for letting me feel beautiful.

Happy 78th monthsarry myBanako!

A freakingly hot June 01

It's the first day of June, and it's freakingly hot during the afternoon, summer is about to end and rainy days will come to soon. Whewww! And shall I say, I embraced it with a crying eyes. This week is a crying madness! trust me! my eyes are already deteriorating plus with the eyebags. It's just this week is one hilarious week.

There are good news this week though however, I can't stop from being so pessimist. arggh!!!
I just want to stop everything and anything that causing so much pain in my heart. But I know it's my gawd damn choice to feel those pain. It's just I don't want to feel the lonely feeling anymore/being alone.

I so hate it... But anyway, I know I can get by with this.

On unrelated note: I'm crossing my fingers, praying so hard that this June. Everything will turn out fine they way we plan it.

Unrelated note again:  To someone out there who's in NZ right now. It's just i love you so much and gawd damn miss you. I'll see you soon. :) mwah

I am Sorry

It was suppose to be fun but I stopped each and every moment bothered of how u were.

Can't get rid of this guilt feeling coz I know I so far away from your foolish expectations.

Foolish as it seems yet so endearing like a child being spoiled of what he has in mind.

I see your face everywhere even if my sight would not let me.

My deepest apology is hardly said but to least I only wish that still you and me at the end.

I love you- It would never change even a tiny wee bit. mwah.

Happy 77th monthsarry to myBanako!....

Happy 77th monthsarry!

MyBanako, you're the reason that keeps me going. No matter how tough my day is, there is this particular time of the day that made me happy and look forward to each day that is seeing you though it means only on skype. It doesn't matter though. Nothing changes but can't deny that I miss you sooo much and I so wanna be with you every single day of my life.

I wanna thank you myBanako for still there with me, fighting throughout this journey. You never leave me despite I know how hard and difficult it is for us. You're there continue to teach and inspire me on what life brings and on what life ahead of us. Thank you for the efforts on showing how much you care for me though I know how difficult it is for you because of the distance, I knew it too well 'coz I'm in it as well.

Happy 77th monthsarry myBanako! I know we can get through this. And there will be that one special time or day that will reunite us and will never ever get separated again.

Nothings change, it's just I miss you so much, this is the only difference.

[TRUE LOVE doesn't mean being inseparable; it means being separated and nothing changes.]

[a quote made by him one time when I asked him to. :)]

iloveyousomuchmyBanako...mwaah

Happy 77th monthsarry!

Love Lots,

kulit, your asawa

looking forward, praying, hoping to be with you again. :)

Happy 77th monthsarry to myBanako!....

I love you so much still..... I'll just update my message tomorrow. Super sleepy and super tired and busy earlier. Whew!

Anyhow, before this night ends. I still wanna shout to the world that "i love you myBanako" and i miss you sooo much....

We can get through this....mwaah

Hope to see you soon, thanks for the poem B.mwah

update: got finished with my room and editing the pictures. Below are the pictures.

this is what my room wall looks like. i lurrrveee it much. :)

[the teddy bear got a name, He is "BbF" or I call him with his nick at times "Antet". He has a mission in life and it's all written on that piece of paper which I keep it for years already and in which he already know what he's for. :) keep the good job Antet. xoxoxo. The heart beside him, is given by his master, the same guy who bought Antet for me. She is "BIG HEART". We call her that way for she's so big. LOL. She's my companion at night and the one who comfort me as well when there master is not around. Especially in times like this. They brought happiness to me and of course, their master who brought so much joy and love to me.]

[the quote is made by him. I actually asked him one time. :D]

Happy 77th monthsarry myBanako!

Wheeeww! Viollllaaaaaaaaaaa... This is what my wall room looks like. I got so envied with one of the tumbler blog I follow. The Home Sweet Home blog, in which randomly there are images of a room that has pictures posted in walls, everywhere and frames. Thus, I decided to make one of my own for our 77th monthsarry. I was busy yesterday for my TOR in which I follow up at my school and went after to SM to just stroll and hang around. Oopppss! I need to finished this because there's something important I need to make today. Lazy kulit! Anyhow, how do you find my room wall? Isn't it cute and nice and full of lovey-doveyy... hhahahaha... I know he will complain about this again, like my mom who's first words she said "what happen to your wall..." LOL. I superrr love it. I don't care. It's my room. badd cheettah . As long as I don't hurt anyone and as long as I'm happy with what I'm doing well, yeahhh I'll go for it. Thus, this made my day so happy plus seeing him earlier before he went off to work. Yaaayyy so much! *insert face with utmost glee*

To myBanako, your message is on the next post because I know you'll complain again that I don't have something for you. hahaha and I know it's true that you complain, you just don't want to accept it. *winks

Anyhow, I love you sooo much myBanako.

Happy 77th monthsarry!

Wish you're here next to me right now. I wanna be with you sooner. :)

I Remember

It was a rainy evening when all you did was to weep in tears

Rain drops fell and no one else did hear

Broken young heart seeking to get fixed

What to do? love again and be ditched?

Yesterday I saw you seems nothing's queer

I insanely admire your beautiful face

But how do I get rid of this fear?

Could I just hold you without anything to say?

I love you is all I need to utter

Oh please cupid shoot me with your arrow of beer

Being giddy doesn't even matter

As long as at the end I can lean on your shoulder

A day I woke up with you in my arms

Is it a dream or only created  by my foolish mind?

Yes it's true! pinch me then I'll know

If not then one truth I have in heart I do always love you

I'm almost complete 'till we got separated

It's been a while since we actually dated

Memories I recall whenever I miss you

Still a sparkling smile when I think of what we've been through.

-BbF

P.S.

Wish I could be next to you very soon.

Happy Monthsarry. I love u so much.

a rainy morning

I'm super busy this past few weeks. Preparing evidences here and there, processing documents here and there, thinking how to do this and that, money maattersss, plus time and efforts... Whew! It's just a busy month for me. I just woke up and the first thought came in my mind is : MISSING HIM darn much! as he was still the last thing I have in mind when I went to sleep at 12mn last night. It's been over a year and few months passed, nothing's change that much. I'm still head over heels in love with him. I just can't take that thought ooutta of this head. I'm missing him, every single day. I pray sooner, I pray and wish and hope that soonerrr, very soooner I'll be with him...

For pictures of this post, I decided I'll post what I did yesterday. Two days RD and just spendin it at home, waiting for him and being with him. I was busy with my scrapbook yesterday, so here are some glimpse of it.

These are some of the pages I have with my scrapbook, quite messy but everything that ties the two of us, our memories that we wanted to reminisce and every time spend before are there. One witnessed how insanely sanely in love I am with him. :D

Happy 76th monthsarry myBanako!

Happy 76th monthsarry myBanako!

iloveyousooooomuch still.. mwaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.... 

Is so busy on paper works this past few weeks and thus, upload some random edited picture before. However, it doesn't change anything. I'm so much still in love with him. We were able to saw each other in Skype and talked about things, though I was kinda moddddyy can't tell the reason. But! yeah, I was darn so moddy on our monthsarry but he was able to made me smile.The same guy who made me madly fall in love all over again.

Nothing's change myBanako. I love you to death. and I wanna be with you soooonnnnnn....

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

April 01, 2010

Lost count as to how many times I replay the song in Youtube. Here's the link of the music video if you wanna hear it for yourselves. Click here! Just few hours from now, another month will start. Or just 30 minutes to be exact it will be April 01, 2010 already. Here I am, still listening to that darnn gawd song. Keep on replaying 'til such time that I can heal the missing-feeling I fell right now. I gawdd darnn miss you so much....

The song is dedicated for you myBanako. It's from my longing heart. I miss you...

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

"Here In My Heart" 
Wherever you are tonight girl

I'll see you in my dreams

Wherever I go tomorrow

You'll be here next to me

And though we are a world apart

I know you'll never be that far

[c h o r u s]

'Cause here in my heart

There's a picture of us

Together forever

Unfaded and unbroken

Wherever you are

Your love covers me

Forever more you'll be

Here in my heart

Whenever I miss you so much

It's more than I can bear

I won't cry, I'll just close my eyes

And know you'll be there

Your kiss and your touch

I'll never forget

'Cause you're as close

As my very next breath

[c h o r u s]

And though we are a world apart

I know you'll never be that far

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

Love finds a way...

"I love you and I always will..." , got the message in the card that was slip in the boquet.

Here are the pictures I took last night after I received the bouquet. Weeeee!!!

Thank you so much to myBanako, who set up this for me. You never fail to make me happy. Yaaay!!!... you made me fall in love with you again. xoxoxox

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

ps: I was just using my phone in taking the pics so that explains the low quality of the images.  :(

Happy 75th monthsarry myBanako!!!!

Happy 75th monthsarry myBanako!!!!....

Made a pictotext before fixing myself to work and before Skype got disconnected. The pictotext is for our 75th monthsarry. 

"The reason it hurts so much to separate (distance) because our SOULS ARE CONNECTED."

So, there.... We dated the whole day and talked anything under the sun. He made my day so perfectly wonderful. Haaay, I wished sooner I'll be with him. And the next time, well celebrate our monthsarry I'm next to him, sitting beside him, laughing, smiling....

By the way, I'm still surprised and speechless right now. What really happened is: 

I arrived in the office at exactly 9:10 PM, Phils. time and when elevator opens guard gave me a receipt for a bouquet of flower and a big box of toblerone, which was placed on the bench in the lobby. I received a bouquet of flower with a dozen roses in it and a big box of Toblerone. Weeeee!!! I was surprised and speechless, really. I even asked the guard, if it’s really for me. He said, if you’re Cristy then it’s for you… hahahahah….

Anyways, myBanako… THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH…. YOU made my day wonderful earlier, now YOU made my night again. I’m happy myBanako, but I will surely be much happier if you’re the one, personally who gave it to me.

Thank you & thank you sooo much....

Happy 75th monthsarry myBanako!

Happy 75th monthsarry myBanako!!!!

Not enough time to make picto text for our 75th monthsarry. So browse for pics from Ace, and find this pic. He edited it so, credits go to myBanako…. hehehehe….

Through it all myBanako, I still love you soooo much..mwaahh..

Happy 75th monthsarry myBanako…mwaaah…

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

Happy 75th monthsarry myBanako!!!!

Throughout the years, the months, the days. I'm still in love with you. I wanna be with you sooner, that's what my heart is shouting for everyday.

Never a day I think about you. I gawdd miss you sooo much.

iloveyouuuusomuchmyBanako. mwaaah..

Happy 75th monthsarry! It could have been happier if you're here with me.

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah... ♥♥♥

OBSESSION or PASSION?

I never though this would come up in my always in love mind. :)

Just this day, a question pop up in my mind like those ads in the internet shouting to you ANOOOUNNCEEEMENNTTTT!!! Thus, the question is : OBSESSION or PASSION?

I then call the every bff's of all , Mr google. Search for any possible information that will somehow clear my mind into these two things. I'm afraid being obsessed. But definitely, proud to be passionate. I don't wanna be obsessed with anything or anyone. I don't want to have that impression that I'm obsessed with such a thing or person. It makes me think bad, idk maybe simple because of the word 'obsess'. Any how, let's try to check those terms.

Start off with ,  

Obsess: Mr. Answers simply answers: To preoccupy the mind of excessively/to dominate the mind or thoughts of. 

Passion: still from Mr. Answers says: A powerful emotion, such as love, joy, hatred, or anger/the object of such love or desire.

Upon knowing the two definitions, it then made me think I'm obsessed and somehow passionate. Is there such a thing as good obsession? harhar As that's what I like to think about on what I feel now. A good obsession, well, if there's no such thing as that. I'll just made it up. hehehe Ok,  yeah! I admit I'm obsessed. There are lot of things actually, from photography, dresses, heels, foods, quotes, pinks, blacks, Jacob, Bella, Edward, Tricia, Crissey, hahahahaha I'll just add them, they inspire me. what else? more, there are more things that I can hardly remember that I can say I'm obsessed with. I'm obsessed with love, romantic love, to forever. But one thing, that made me worried is the obsession of him. When your obsess about something, you cannot stop thinking about it and you cannot think about anything else, this is just a simply proof that I have obsession with him. A good obsession though, aaahhmmm maybe there's this bad obsession or anything you can tag it with the word obsession.

Nevertheless, when passion sits in. Now I'm blocked and don't know what to write. bwaaaahhhhhhhhhh What I think when passion sits in is : I love having him to love. I love spending each of my days with him. I love smiling and laughing with him. I simply love knowing his worried when I'm sad for that made me fine as well. I love writing every thing that happen to us in our online diary may it be bad or good or naughty or anything. I love reminiscing every memories with him. "I love I have this obsession with him." hahahaha, now that made me though. Well, I discovered what my passion is. 6 years, 2 months and 11 days to be exact. I'm just passionately in love with him and also glad that I have this good obsession of him I just can't get him off my mind not a single minute.

haay, I should be sleeping by now 'coz I still have work at night. It's just those 2 bold words struck me earlier. wt! So, well.............. I need to kick of my a** here and start sleeping. hehehehe

Oppps, I forget for Difference between OBSESSION and PASSION, click here. I stumble upon it earlier while searching for obsession and passion.

nytieee! everyone........

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah... ♥♥♥

'Francois Eloise Esguerra'

Well, well, well what we have here? A BaBy her name is 'Francois Eloise Esguerra', but still he doesn't exist and was made through morphing it. He was made last December 24, 2009. And I posted it on my tumbleblog, click here. And I was browsing my tumbleblog earlier 'till I remember the picture. So, decided to post it here in our blog.

It's our so called : baby, though we just morph it. teeeheeee

So, who got most of the feature? the face? how about the eyes? the lips? the nose? Is it ME or HIM? Waaaaaah!!!... Excited much to be a mother? Not really, just excited how he/she looks like in real life. But, having him/her will be 2 or 3 years from now. It's a big responsibility being a mother so, I need to be ready mentally, emotionally, physically and of course, financially. I don't want my baby to experienced what I experienced.

The site where I made the baby is  http://www.morphthing.com/ , it's a morphing site,  the smooth transformation of one image into another by computer, where you can morp two images into one and like, will made a virtual baby for you with features coming directly from the pictures you choose. The site is amazing. heheheheh, got a glimpse of how our baby look like and is excited to have him/her 2 years from now. hahahaha

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah... ♥♥♥

March 1, 2010

my LIFE

One Tree Hill
[where he usually spend time jogging]

 

Greenlane Hospital 

[he said, where he want to work someday]

Royal Oak Mall
[The Mall, where sometimes he do the laundry. sosyal]

Was not busy at work yesterday, so decided to find where his currently staying. Wikimapia.org let me do it. So, search for familiar places he went to. I used to hear those places when we talked in YM. Thus, I let my eagerness control my entire system. So there, check out what I found. I found the One Tree Hill, where he usually spend time jogging and exercising and unwinding. I also found Greenlane Hopsital, that is not the hospital where he currently work. But, he said he will work in that hospital one of these days and by that time, I'm already there with him. Also found, Royal Oak Mall, where sometimes he do the laundry. Sosyal sah? Mall, manglaba. 

and the best thing I found is this :

LIFE

where his currently staying. Wheewww!!! he actually send me an email with attached print screen of his place. However, I wanna know where exactly his place in Wikimapia. It took me almost an hour to find 'coz I was comparing the print screen I got from him and the places, houses, streets in Wikimapia. I traced the street, so there. Finally, I was able to find it. And, I can easily distinguish right now where his house is. Yepeeeeyyy!!!! I actually edit the map and put that 'life' there. Sssshhh!!!! Don't tell anybody.. hahahhha.. But wheeww! yesterday night I was not in good mood. And finding out the place where his staying, where he sleeps, where he spend all his days and nights with Jong and Sookie, made my night.

Finaalllyyyyy, for the entire year. Got to know how his environment looks like. And, got this feeling I'll be there sooooooonnnnnnnnnn... This let me feel somehow that I'm there and was able to visit places in NZ.

I know I'll be with you sooner.

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah... ♥♥♥

74th monthsarry my kulit

...mga bata pa..

It is a happy monthsarry but I could be pretty much happier if you were here.Never a dull moment with you Kulit honestly hehe.. Yes we often argue this past few days but with each other we found the way to resolve. Sorry for being mean sometimes I'm just missing you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much. I love you more than ever. I desperately need u. huhu so lonely. Keep a good and positive heart I reckon there is a happy ending ahead of us. Got to go and meet you online. Happy Monthsarry!! whhhheeeeew.

Happy 74th Monthsarry myBanako

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah... ♥♥♥

Happy 74th monthsarry!!!  Nothing change still, I still love you so much weather you're here or so miles away. But I would be much happier if you're here by my side right now at this moment celebrating with me.

This is just temporary, I know I'll be with you soooner, very sooner. And will be spending my life loving you.

myBanako, iloveyousoooomuch..mwaah.. ikaw og ikaw ra ako! I’ll be waiting for you and never will I get tired waiting as much as I’ll never get tired loving you this much…

Please hold me and keep me close in your heart. I need you.

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

Happy 74th monthsarry myBanako…

Love Lots,

kulit, your asawa, hoping, praying & looking forward to be with you again.

couple stuffs

Posting couple stuff's. Before heading out to sleep. Finally, these two stuffs he already received it. He received it last January 20, 2010. Nothing's change still. I'm still amazed with each couple stuffs and for buying things for him or for US. 888D

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah... ♥♥♥