i miss you

I miss you...

I miss the old days. The old days, when I'm excited if it's the last day of duty because I know we have plans for my rest days or for the fact that we can be together for 24hours.

I miss when its payday, because I know you will be with me helping me on the grocery.

I miss the times after work, especially if I'm on grave yard for you're with me the whole day sleeping next to me or maybe just watch me to sleep.

I miss when we're just strolling in SM waiting to get hungry so that we can eat then, Mang Inasal and have extra ricessss...

I miss when we just talk in Deep blue, waiting for hours to passed by and no dull moments because you're holding my hand, talking to me like it'll never end.

I miss it when you will give me a suprised visit at work and you'll just text me that you'll already outside, waiting for I have the chance to enjoy the littlest time but so worth it

I miss the times, when I'm at your house and you'll sing me any song with your guitar that I felt those songs were dedicated to me.

I miss the times when after grocery we then have some things to do. It's for us to reminisice those moments.

I miss it when we're on our way home and your arms wrap around me comforting me so that I will not get hurt when the jeepney stops.

I miss your hands holding mine when we cross the streets.

I miss our time together in Lilo-an plaza just to see each other before you go home.

I miss you with me at home whenever there are occassions or just small gathering.

I miss how you spoil me giving me what I want though its bad for me like junkfoods.
I miss how you just say i love you kulit and eases my mood swings.

I miss how you just hugged me and comfort me when I'm too emotioanl for I'm having my PMS.

I miss it when you scolded me or get mad at me for the bad things I do but eventually will hug me after for I'm such a jerk cry-baby.

I miss it when you will appreciate what I cooked even if it is just pancit canton or tuna with pork-n-beans.

I miss it when you'll let me cry.

I miss it when I get so mad at you real hard then, eventually after how many mintues we are then so inlove with each other.

I miss watching movies together with you.

I miss dipping those fries to sundae and will lend my hand to eat the fries dip in sundae.

I miss greenwhich and jobi and sometimes chowking for you always let me decide where and what I wanted to eat.

I miss it when I want to pee for I know after I go outside the restroom you're just waiting for me.

I miss stargazing and all our stories for the day.
I miss the headache when I want to express to you what I felt through the letters I gave.

I miss the times, when everybody is staring at us for we have the same outfit for the day.

I miss everything about the two of us. I miss every bits and every moments that we created, we shared and we enjoyed.

I miss you each passing day when you're not here with me...

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you and I will be missing you 'till you'll be back in my arms again.

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako... mwah.. xoxoxoxoxo


L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

Emmy & Ace

Emmy & Ace




Emmy




Ace



Emmy & Ace

This is Emmy & Ace.

I can't really wait to have real both of them sooner. *winks* o.0
As of now, take a look of our Emmy and Ace.

myBanako, iL0vey0usomuch.. mwah...
Can't wait to be with you the sonnest possible. I've been dying to be with you. mwaah.. x0x0x0x0x0...

mwah..

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako.... mwah.. x0x0x0

Loving despite the imperfections...

I'm at work, doing the usual thing... taking calls and calls and fetching emails and emails, and my awaking-outlet *thethingsthatkeepsmeawake@work* are jumping from one blog to another, and reading a lot of forums and drop by to one site to another. Hey! of course, for I'll be facing this square-faced-thing (computer) for 8 hours.

Nevertheless, as I was busy from reading blogs and blogs of other person. As I finished, my new entry for my tumbleblog account 'kulit's tumbleblog'. I happened to drop by this blog, in which he copied the entry of Bo Sanchez blog and paste it in his blog. The good thing about it, he added the source...

so there I am.. do a lot of reading, reading, and nod for I can relate much on the things that was said by Bo Sanchez, Eugenio Isabelo Tomas Reyes Sanchez Jr. or widely known as Bo Sanchez is an author, entrepreneur, video podcaster, tv personality and Roman Catholic lay evangelist in the Philippines.

The entry was about: "Stop Trying To Fix People".. just click the link and read the whole content directly from Mr. Bo Sanche'z blog.

It simply talks, about comparing our beloved ones to someone who's perfect and someone who doesn't exist. Even though how much we love them, it seems what they do for us are not enough. It's like were asking for more from our love ones. You should do this, do that, you could have do this, do that, I wish you're like this and you're like that.... Mr. Sanchez's blog talks all about this and let the reader, stop and think and nod then say 'Oh yeah!. it's true'.

And I admit, I'm like that. Maybe, I shall used "I was like that' (better to used the word 'was' for I feel I have the chance to change). I tend to nag or argue to myBanako about how he showed things to me, how he let me feel that I am loved by him and how his time was never enough for me. I never realized until now, that I was not appreciating him with every things he do for me but instead I was looking and focusing on the other not-good-side part of it. But then, I realized now what he really meant before when he said:

'i love you with my own ways, not yours'...

and definitely, his showing it to me but I was too busy and too selfish on focusing the lacking part or the missing part, the do-this and the do-thats. My bad, how I wish I can then turn back time and correct those things. Nevertheless, you can't turn back time but instead what I have is not to repeat those things again and move on, move forward.

It's never too late to realize and correct things.

I'm still grateful as ever for having you in my life myBanako. Sorry for the things before, sorry for the things that I was asking before in which I realized now that was too much... Don't worry, the next time around I'll not ask for more but instead I'll asked you to just keep on loving me with your own imperfectly-perfect way... especially with this imperfections I have.

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwaah..

still do love you soooooooo much....

... thoughts...

i woke up with having still the thoughts of him.... It's already my habit, waking up in the morning and thanking God for still giving me the chance to wake up and think of him.

It's no ordinary day, than having him with ME, physically or emotionally.
Its been 258 days, 17 hours, 39 minutes and 11 seconds or 8 months, 16 days, 17 hours, 39 minutes, 11 seconds. *calculated the date on a particular site,hehe*

Whew! that's way too long already that I haven't touch him, nor hug him nor just hear his breath. I can't deny that I'm going so crazy with this loneliness, but what can I do than just enjoy life as much as I can for I know sooner will be back in each other arms again *kulitcrosessfingers*. I'm pretty sure positive about it and can't wait when.

And for now, I'll never get tired wishing, thinking, praying and looking forward to be next to him the s00oooOOoooonesst possible. <3 id="gwProxy" type="hidden">

Happy 70th monthsarry myBanako...

hi myBanako,

everything's fall out of place when you're out of reach
everything seems to dark when you're out of sight
everyday is not as good or as wonderful when you're just near...

right now, it seems I'm living in a dream of nightmare for you're too far away...

it's really not the same when you're near... like by an hour if I need you to be next to me you're then there for me...
it's never the same when I can just touch you and hug you so tight if I want to..
it's never the same when I can just stare and cuddle each time I need you to...

i don't know how did I survive through all the nightmares... maybe, because there is YOU all along helping me through this journey...

i don't have a choice, on not falling all over again with you despite of all the things.
for my heart and my mind keep on shouting your name...
being with you, knowing and letting me know that you love me simply is the best chapter of my life..
you always lift me up during my darkest hours...

you're voice will always be the rhythms of my song...

i can't replace any touch you've given me... it made my whole system, COMPLETE..

i have love before but you're the only who can break my heart...

I never feel tired nor sick of hearing, reminiscing and watching our LOVE STORY... I can watch it all over and over and over again with YOU....

YOU are perfectly one of the greatest gift I have...

iLOveyOusomuchmyBanako.mwaah..

Happy monthsary....mwaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh,,,,,,,,,,,


L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

Happy Monthsarry

Who would know i fell n love wd someone lyk u, surely still I am..
If I could pinpoint the highlyts that lyf has offered me I could easily grab your presence out of it.

I've seen brighter days before but it's not as lyk I could stop nd think and be able to see the bright side my dark moments.

I've been hearing sounds but it's not the same as I've heard rhythms of ur voice.

I've been touched with somebody else's but its your touch which i can't strip of my system off.

Somebody comforted me before but none of them made me feel that I can!.

I've been loved before but you r the only one where my heart belongs.

I'm honestly sick of watching love stories but I don't knw y I keep repeating our love story over and over again.... bow.. hehe sabta kulit wa ko kasabot sa ko gstorya. mwah..

u are absolutely one of the best things dat happen to me

Emmy & Ace

hallloo everyone, hi to my one and only 'myBanako'...

it's been 2 weeks haven't update our blog.. 2 weeks that I was not able to share the happenning in my life or in our lives.... there were many things happenned and also received blessings...

first on the list is EMMY & ACE.. i haven't mentioned Emmy in my blog. I think this is the first time, first time also that I'll mention them both..

EMMY is our eldest baby girl, [hehehehe....as if jd kaayo] actually, she is our baby girl who's with him right now... She's actually sick the last time, and thank God she seem little bit fine nowadays though he needs to spend a lot for her... but, its all worth the pay.

ACE is our youngest baby boy, [toinksz.. hahahaha...nana pd] his with me right now... After I arrived at home, I'll spend playing with him for hours and hours eventhough I still haven't sleep from duty. I bought him last September 19 and also quite expensive but still worth the price...


i'll be posting sooner their pics.... so keep updated guysz.. ^___^...

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako.. mwah..

ps: i really wanna met Emmy soooooonnn..