Made a pictotext before fixing myself to work and before Skype got disconnected. The pictotext is for our 75th monthsarry.
"The reason it hurts so much to separate (distance) because our SOULS ARE CONNECTED."
So, there.... We dated the whole day and talked anything under the sun. He made my day so perfectly wonderful. Haaay, I wished sooner I'll be with him. And the next time, well celebrate our monthsarry I'm next to him, sitting beside him, laughing, smiling....
By the way, I'm still surprised and speechless right now. What really happened is:
I arrived in the office at exactly 9:10 PM, Phils. time and when elevator opens guard gave me a receipt for a bouquet of flower and a big box of toblerone, which was placed on the bench in the lobby. I received a bouquet of flower with a dozen roses in it and a big box of Toblerone. Weeeee!!! I was surprised and speechless, really. I even asked the guard, if it’s really for me. He said, if you’re Cristy then it’s for you… hahahahah….
Anyways, myBanako… THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH…. YOU made my day wonderful earlier, now YOU made my night again. I’m happy myBanako, but I will surely be much happier if you’re the one, personally who gave it to me.
Not enough time to make picto text for our 75th monthsarry. So browse for pics from Ace, and find this pic. He edited it so, credits go to myBanako…. hehehehe….
Through it all myBanako, I still love you soooo much..mwaahh..
I never though this would come up in my always in love mind. :)
Just this day, a question pop up in my mind like those ads in the internet shouting to you ANOOOUNNCEEEMENNTTTT!!! Thus, the question is : OBSESSION or PASSION?
I then call the every bff's of all , Mr google. Search for any possible information that will somehow clear my mind into these two things. I'm afraid being obsessed. But definitely, proud to be passionate. I don't wanna be obsessed with anything or anyone. I don't want to have that impression that I'm obsessed with such a thing or person. It makes me think bad, idk maybe simple because of the word 'obsess'. Any how, let's try to check those terms.
Start off with ,
Obsess:Mr. Answers simply answers: To preoccupy the mind of excessively/to dominate the mind or thoughts of.
Passion: still from Mr. Answers says: A powerful emotion, such as love, joy, hatred, or anger/the object of such love or desire.
Upon knowing the two definitions, it then made me think I'm obsessed and somehow passionate. Is there such a thing as good obsession? harharAs that's what I like to think about on what I feel now. A good obsession, well, if there's no such thing as that. I'll just made it up. hehehe Ok, yeah! I admit I'm obsessed. There are lot of things actually, from photography, dresses, heels, foods, quotes, pinks, blacks, Jacob, Bella, Edward, Tricia, Crissey, hahahahaha I'll just add them, they inspire me. what else? more, there are more things that I can hardly remember that I can say I'm obsessed with. I'm obsessed with love, romantic love, to forever. But one thing, that made me worried is the obsession of him. When your obsess about something, you cannot stop thinking about it and you cannot think about anything else, this is just a simply proof that I have obsession with him. A good obsession though, aaahhmmm maybe there's this bad obsession or anything you can tag it with the word obsession.
Nevertheless, when passion sits in. Now I'm blocked and don't know what to write. bwaaaahhhhhhhhhh What I think when passion sits in is : I love having him to love.I love spending each of my days with him. I love smiling and laughing with him. I simply love knowing his worried when I'm sad for that made me fine as well. I love writing every thing that happen to us in our online diary may it be bad or good or naughty or anything. I love reminiscing every memories with him. "I love I have this obsession with him." hahahaha, now that made me though. Well, I discovered what my passion is. 6 years, 2 months and 11 days to be exact. I'm just passionately in love with him and also glad that I have this good obsession of him I just can't get him off my mind not a single minute.
haay, I should be sleeping by now 'coz I still have work at night. It's just those 2 bold words struck me earlier. wt! So, well.............. I need to kick of my a** here and start sleeping. hehehehe
Oppps, I forget for Difference between OBSESSION and PASSION, click here. I stumble upon it earlier while searching for obsession and passion.
Well, well, wellwhat we have here?A BaBy her name is 'Francois Eloise Esguerra', but still he doesn't exist and was made through morphing it. He was made last December 24, 2009. And I posted it on my tumbleblog, click here. And I was browsing my tumbleblog earlier 'till I remember the picture. So, decided to post it here in our blog.
It's our so called : baby, though we just morph it. teeeheeee
So, who got most of the feature? the face? how about the eyes? the lips? the nose? Is it ME or HIM? Waaaaaah!!!... Excited much to be a mother? Not really, just excited how he/she looks like in real life. But, having him/her will be 2 or 3 years from now. It's a big responsibility being a mother so, I need to be ready mentally, emotionally, physically and of course, financially. I don't want my baby to experienced what I experienced.
The site where I made the baby is http://www.morphthing.com/ , it's a morphing site, the smooth transformation of one image into another by computer, where you can morp two images into one and like, will made a virtual baby for you with features coming directly from the pictures you choose. The site is amazing. heheheheh, got a glimpse of how our baby look like and is excited to have him/her 2 years from now. hahahaha
One Tree Hill
[where he usually spend time jogging]
Greenlane Hospital
[he said, where he want to work someday]
Royal Oak Mall
[The Mall, where sometimes he do the laundry. sosyal]
Was not busy at work yesterday, so decided to find where his currently staying. Wikimapia.org let me do it. So, search for familiar places he went to. I used to hear those places when we talked in YM. Thus, I let my eagerness control my entire system. So there, check out what I found. I found the One Tree Hill, where he usually spend time jogging and exercising and unwinding. I also found Greenlane Hopsital, that is not the hospital where he currently work. But, he said he will work in that hospital one of these days and by that time, I'm already there with him. Also found, Royal Oak Mall, where sometimes he do the laundry. Sosyal sah? Mall, manglaba.
where his currently staying. Wheewww!!! he actually send me an email with attached print screen of his place. However, I wanna know where exactly his place in Wikimapia. It took me almost an hour to find 'coz I was comparing the print screen I got from him and the places, houses, streets in Wikimapia. I traced the street, so there. Finally, I was able to find it. And, I can easily distinguish right now where his house is. Yepeeeeyyy!!!! I actually edit the map and put that 'life' there. Sssshhh!!!! Don't tell anybody.. hahahhha.. But wheeww! yesterday night I was not in good mood. And finding out the place where his staying, where he sleeps, where he spend all his days and nights with Jong and Sookie, made my night.
Finaalllyyyyy, for the entire year. Got to know how his environment looks like. And, got this feeling I'll be there sooooooonnnnnnnnnn... This let me feel somehow that I'm there and was able to visit places in NZ.
Feel free to read anything about the two of US. This blog is intended really for OUR MEMORIES that we wanna share to everyone as well & let you be apart of it.
Our blog sounds a lil bit chezzy but we don't care for as long as we have keepsake of our memories that we can read anytime & anywhere! (esp. for him)
I'll be posting memories & thoughts every now & then so keep updated & feel free to read and post comments!!! ciao :)
