New Zealand

NZ pictures...

these are some of the New Zealand pictures myBanako got in staying New Zealand for quite a while now...hhmm.. his been there for 43 days....1 month and 1 week and 5 days and 18 hours and 31 minutes 2 seconds and _ _ _ millisecon ds... hehehe... i know i am not just counting seconds nor hours nor days not even months... but years ...

Years of being apart from each other... Years of creating memories apart from each other.. Years of spending each lonely nights... Years of missing and longing of having each other...

i love him so much...

Those Years are surely so difficult for the both of us but i know will endure all this and the trials, as we managed to faced and kicked them away out from our paths in the first 2 to 5 years.. [aja! kULiT and BbF.. i know you both can *wink* (",) ]

This is just a nothing trial to us... the distance in between is just nothing compared to how big our loved we shared for each othe r...

I log in to my Frendster account a while ago and that's where i got these pics... hehhe... i grabbed those pics and uploaded it also on my friendster. zip the file where the pictures was saved then send it to my company's email address (ssshhhh) ...and ..tandan..dan..dann.... post the pics on blog... hehehe... i hope so mebody will not get mad at me on posting those pics... [im sure myBanako will not get mad but not really sure with his co-boardmates]

As i'm pressing the next key and viewing the pics locally one after the other.. i felt im missing him so much more than i felt everday... i'm missing him so badly that can't help my eyes from getting moist that will turn into a tear if i'll let it fall... how i wish i'm with him while taking those pics. or i'm with him w hile discovering each beautiful scenery of NZ...

how i wish i'm with him right now, right at this moment. sitting beside me and reminiscing...

i haven't meet those guys personally, i know some of them by names as mentioned by myBanako...

ate josephine, flent, ate karen, max, tony boy, tita elvie to name some of them... hehehehe... [do hope they don't get mad i place their names on my post]..*peace sign*

and i guess they don't even know who i am...

Eventhought i still i haven't met them... they play a role in myBanako's life now...

...they made his day better, more fun, more enjoyment unlike the first week his there...
...they made him the network technician if there's no connection on internet.... hahahahaha.....
...they made him forget the longingness he surely felt for i know each of them miss their families who are left in Pinas...
...they are the guys whom he spends his day with [of course if not on class]...

...and they are the guys whom will surely look each other's welfare....

myBanako, do take care always ntawn... k? and behave!.. ^_^
You are always include in my prayers... do pray always.. iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah..


.... i know i will be with you sooonnn ...

L0ve L0ts,

kULiT, your asawa missing you so much..

63rd Monthsarry!!!

its our special day...

hi myBanako,

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the pictures was edited by Me, kULiT, wayback...nakalimot ko when... huhuhu... for our Friendster background nah.. f friend ta sa friendster mao nang 2nd pic sa among background profile.. d 1st pic kai for my old phone na cya edited sa blingee.. wallpaper for my old phone, naguba nalang toh.. hehehe.. wla na kaayo mi update sa amo blog kai ako mg.lisod ko post sa work gd.... hadlok ko sakpan I.T. nya.. and c myBanako, kai super busy sa class and mg.lisod cya connection didto NZ..... pero i'll try to update once in a while if dli kaayo busy like karon...

please note: those pics are .gif... click lng sah picture and mkit.an rana ninyo nga .gif ang pics..

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happy 63rd monthsarry!!!.. im reading the save notes i have on my profile...and i really have a lot of them for you...and found out that after reading each lines im smiling and of corsz, missing u so much even more...

myBanako, it is our 63rd monthsarry.. second time your not with me and second time im not with you to celebrate our special day... im really occupied by thoughts of you each and everyday that passed... a million times or more that i thought of you... i cant even count how many million times it is.... for the second time, we dont have each other myBanako..but dont wori will hold on to our plans and our dreams and surely, we will get there the least we expect it...those will just unfolds...ayt?

myBanako, i keep reminis each day you have wid me.. the years we shared, the tears we shed and the laugthers we used to have... i miss every bits of those...

i miss the times reminiscing...
i miss the times we argue...
i miss the times laughing at each cory jokes...

i miss the way you scolded me...
i miss the way you cuddle me..
i miss the way you'd run your fingers through my hair...

but most all..i miss you with me... i miss you so much myBanako..
Yeah your right, no words can describe this longingness we felt... i miss you so much..

i really do...

don't worry in time, we will be back in each other armgs again... and im sure of that!.. i am really sure of that myBanako..

i can't wait for that day that i will be with you again...
making memories, treasure each days, reminiscing....
i can't wait to hug and have you near beside me again...

i can't wait for that day...

myBanako, i love you so much.. and i will wait for that day to come.. i will...

happy 63rd monthsarry myBanako, i am always for you wherever you are...

iL0veY0usomuchmyBAnako...

L0ve L0ts,

kULiT, your asawa

Sorry!!!

I'm sorry!

im sorry is the best word that i want to say... sorry seems to be the hardest word to say if you really mean it...

sorry for all the things.... for acting this way...
for not understanding and for not letting you feel that you were forgiven and that you are loved so much by kULiT, your asawa...

i still felt the hurt though...and still felt so little to myself.. that i cant stand up on my decision when it comes you... i wanna let you fell what i went through and hopefully will understand what i felt...

and that i wanna see you put on more efforts in winning my apology.. but a simple "sorry kulit" and "iL0veyousomuch myasawa"...an efortless sorry will melt my heart and will forgive you from the bottom of my heart..and besides, even without doing those things i already forgave you despite all the things that you did and will do...

i already forgave you myBanako!...just please help me adjust and be like you...ok?

and you know how much iL0veyou...i do!..i really do love you so much....kahibaw ka ana!...if onsa tka ka love,dba?

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..and im missin you so much...i'm missin you!...

please forgive me also myBanako...

iL0veyousomuchmyBanako.... let's be ok!..mwah.. i missYou..

your asawa,
kuLiT..mwah..

Kawasan Escapade!!!

Kawasan Escapade!!!

The pic was taken last Jan. 24. myBanako's kawasan escapade with kuLiT nga ga.kuyog-kuyog. wla man tah ko kuyog ani kai nurse outing rah man onta nih!..sa Carajay District Hospital man ni nga gig (dont know if sakto ang spelling sa Carajay) hehehe... outing ni saq myBanako together with his group of nurses sa Carajay. mga nurse jd akong mga kuyog!.. and ang amo g.sakyan kai bus sa Lapu-lapu. hehehe... the day before ani kai napa ko duty nga 2-11pm na.abot ko sa amo round 1am and sleep for a while then contact akong bana.. the entire week pako cge pamugos ani niya nga mukoyog koh..basta very long reason why dili ko niya pakuyogon!..uhuhuhuh..pero in the end, nakakuyog jpon koh..hehehe..weeeeheh...grabe ayo akong powers jd..hehe..and gihilantan pjd ko the night before that day...as n!..38.8 jd kaha akong temperature..huhuh!..may gani pag.call sq myBanako nahowasan koh..hehehhe...nya mao toh!..nisogot na cya gpahilak pako og pila ka drum cguro nga tubig ona pako g.sogtan...and mao na ni among mga pics. didto sa kawasan!...we had so much fun..bisan og ako g.apil-apil rah ato nga time..and haskang grabe ayo mi og blessing kai g.owan jd kaha!..pag.aadto namo...pero payts rah jpon ang laag.. mura rapd ko og dli 2 hours akong sleep ato nga time..hekhek!!..

ang byahe!..perting layo.a..as n!..almost 5hours ang byahe padong didto!..in.ana cya kalayo!..pero ok rah jpon as long as we have each other..hehehe..charrr!...bitaw, tinuod nman nah B noh?..dba?..tinuod nah noh?..heheheh.....akoi tubag myBanako.."yes kulit! akong asaawa tinuod nah...bahala pwerting layoa." .heheh..see!...pero anyweisz, gsapot-sapot sad ko gamay kai naa man nahapen..kani jd mga laki noh..mang.chix pajd!.heheh..basta na bad trip ko og kadyot ato...may gani, akong bana nindot mo.char-char og na.ok rako dayon..heheh...

bisang og ga.owan-owan d fun and enjoyment continues... didto mi sa 1st fall sa kawasan jd.. and didto mi nag.patungod sa falls..haskang dli nq mo.osab kai mura ko og gidak-dakan akong buko-buko og hollow blocks nga daghan kaaayyoooo..may gani akong bana naa rapd sq topad...heeheh..oioioio!!...

and kana naa sa pictures!..kana mga cover boys man nah cla kintahay!..heheh..peace sa mga cover boys epost jd ni nako..heheh...mao nah cla ang mga cover boys og mga hunks sa Carajay Hospital..hehe... after d.ay sa Kawasan Falls kai n.adto d.ay mo og isa ka beach resort..ambot og wla ko ka.know asa toh!..bsta isa to ka beach resort kana naa mga cover boys japon bah..white sand nga beach!...hehehe....mga cover boys na cla!...pero minyo na ang kasagaran dha labi na kanang naka blue penshoppe short..hehehe...

with this memories, i never regret nga namugos ko og kuyog ani nga time kai mao na d.ay to among last escapade sa Philippines together this year.. or I dont know maybe the next 2 or 3 years.. but for sure, 1 day.. we will be back in each other arms again... i know that!.. sooneerr... verry soon.. and i know myBanako, never regret pd nga iya ko gisogtan ani og kuyog... ana cya gani !.. mas nindot jd e.laag if naa ko sa iya side.. hehehe...

haiszt!.. i miss you so much myBanako..mwahh...

remember, your asawa always love you..mwah..