i L0ve y0u spam.... ^-^

...................................... i LOve yOu spam




For the last day of April.... my new entry is an "iL0vey0u" spam to myBanako.... hehehehe..

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah....
iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah....
iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah.
iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah....
iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah....
iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah....
iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah.
iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah....

iL0vey00000uuuuu sooo much... and much and much more.... but i'm afraid my shout is too short to let you hear how much i love you....




hehehhehhe.... i will soon post my 64th monthsarry letter for myBanako..... i'm not that busy though I am just a little lazy this past few days that's why I haven't post my message for our 64th month.... The message is already done, I finished it last April 20.. heheheh..

I'll post it soon .... but for now let me shout so that he can hear in the other end that I love him so much... and much.. and much... and much more...

I am really in love... weeee!!


[message here soon for the 64th monthsarry]
.............. i place it on a new entry above... you may click the link for the 64th monthsarry message


iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako.. mwah..

i miss you much.. but I fell so in love than missing you that much, your alway here though in my little yet so in love heart of mine... wweee!

L0ve L0ts,

kulit, your asawa

Long Distance Relationship is not a crap at all...

Long distance relationship....





I happened to passed by and checked some updated entries of this certain blog, my husband's friend blog. It seems to talk about how crap Long Distance Relationship is, so I decided to share my thoughts about it. Why not? Letme give a try on this. I can much relate LD relationship with my current situation.

Many would say LDR will really not work, it's a crap or don't have much faith on it to work. Many of course, have been there and have their hearts broken. Many of course, have been fighting and struggling and yet still happy stories ended. I can't blame them though. I'm not there, I'm not in their shoe when all it happens. I don't want to dig deep though.

Many don't have that much faith on LDR to work however, I'm not just thinking on the bad side.I'm thinking the other side of it. The world around LDR. There is surely a brighter side as I may say there's always a sunny day after a heavy storm.

I know and much optimistic about that it'll surely works. Though honestly, I once was said "I don't believe in LDR relationship." I once was part of the opposing crowd. But now, everything has changed. I am willin to risk and have much faith on it to work. I understand more that LDR is not just the word itself. LDR is not a word to utter.

There are certain things that I believed you need to keep in mind in LDR. As I was brainstorming about it yesterday before posting this. I came up with a lot of, a lot of things and factors. LDR is not just a one thing to consider there are really a lot of things.

And as for my opinion I come up with 3 important things that I think if one piece is missing it will not surely complete the puzzle.

TRUST
COMMUNICATION
LOVE

and this has to be on both sides, both parties, boy and girl in a relationship, man and woman. Love is not one-sided. Both have to complete the puzzle for it to work as it takes two to dance a tango.

I know for a fact it's not easy to handle or be in an LDR. A lot of things will possible happen when your both apart. I have fears. And way too scared. But the more I think about it, the more it will chase. Surely, I'm not alone in this journey. I can't though provide statistically the percentage of couples out there who's in an LDR. But I'm sure, there are unfamiliar faces out there who feels the same way I do, who believes the same way I think, who hopes the same way I want it to work.

I'm not really alone. He's also on the other side of the earth, specifically in New Zealand whose surely feels and thinks the way I do.

I know his holding my imaginary hand, and my heart so close to him.

His also fighting and struggling.

He's with me on this journey, therefore we surely know this work.

We believed and have much faith on each other. We're destined to be one. And we'll prove to you all LDR works.

CONCLUSION: LDR is not a crap at all....

iLOveyousomuchmyBanako... mwah..

I know we can surely make this works, ayt?

mwaahah.. i miss you so much...

Love lots,

kULiT, your asawa missin you much

New Zeland fulfilling our dreams...

New Zealand here comes myBanako....




[pictures in the airport and in the car going to airport]


[his ever loving and supportive mom & dad]


[his ever caring lola...]

It was Feb. 7, 2009...the day that I hated to come but it has to come for that will be the start of our dreams, his dreams, my dreams .. and of course our future...

it was a rainy saturday 66 days ago... d nyt before that i remembered i went home late for i had a date with someone whom so special in my heart for the last time.. [ill post our last date pics. soon]


[ his last day at home before leaving to NZ]

we ate tempura, stroll in the park, went shopping, went to church, we had the most pressure time on preparing for his departure and yet, so little time to spend and do the usual things that he will surely miss or i will surely miss...however, we still make the most out of the 2 days left...we had a date 2 days before that day...

i had so much plans before he'll leave but had so little time in achieving those plans. but then, i managed or we managed to just enjoy and make simple memories before he left. its not really simple for i cried a barrel of water i think.. hehehe... i really cant imagine how i will let a day passed without him...

we had so many topics to talk about and it only ends....me crying... for i was missing him so much eventhough his beside me at that time...

i was missing him so much at that time...and im still missing him and much more missing him now...


[his family, me & him with friends]

the pictures were taken before he left...its my first time in the airport... and im bothered by so many things and so worried in him for his alone... but i know he will arrived in New Zealand safe.. but i cant just help myself to worry on things esp. when about him...

so before the time strike to 4:30pm in Phils. time we took a lot of pictures... to capture the moments even though its parting time.. i keep on glancing at the clock in the airport for i know its a matter of minutes he will not be next to me for more months and years to come...

its 4:30pm!!!.... i still remember my face at that time... hehehe.. i promise not to cry for we had a deal with his friends that i will treat them if i'll cry but really cant help it... i was so anxious on what will going to happen next..

at exactly 4:30 we then gave him hugs and kisses from friends and his family.... i then gave him the tighter hug... that i don't wanna let him go... i don't wanna let him enter that door that will separate him from me... i don't wanna let him go... but the saddest part is i have to and i must to.. i do understand the whole concept on why his leaving... that's why i have and must let him go...

he then, walked away, waved goodbye and entered the door that will take him away from us... but surely i will be with him soon.. sooner that i expect...

at around Feb. 9, 2009 12:00 midnight Philippine time he arrived safely in New Zealand. and im missing him more than before his here...

iL0veyouso much myBanako.. and im missin you so much..please do take care of yourself there.. i will see u soon.. and i will be with you soon...

L0ve L0ts,

your asawa, kulit...

myBanako's random pics

Random pics

Just some random pictures from the save images in my profile. Every now and then, I kept on viewing these pics. I never get tired viewing same old pictures and same old faces. hehehe. *just kidding myBanako*

And every time I see those pics my heart long for him. I'm missin him so much. So much that I wanted to shout just to lessen this feeling. So much that Im having a hard time defining "missing" and "longing". So much that it's like I don't know anymore how it feels like hugging him.

So much that I just want to sleep and pick him in my dream and hug him for REAL.

I miss him with me. I do. I miss him.

I know for sure I will be with him sooner.. and when that day comes I will never ever agree that we will be separated again.

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako...i miss you...
I will be with you soon..mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa missin you somuch