i miss him so much....

not in good terms npd mi...and it's been 4 days najd wla mi kita and jpon not in good terms npd...hahaiszt!....i dont know how i will let him feel this time that i am being so sorry...ni.col q niya niha...and mura rah jpon cya wla...ako pd!...hiding the pains and d sorrows....i wanna change but then cya dli na jd guro mo.to.o nq....cguro bcoz dghan njd ayo ko saup nabuhat....sabot rpd ko y its so hard for him to forgave me this time....mo matter bah jd guro nah bisan sa kagamay or sa kadaghan nmo nga buhaton nga sayop???....meni npd ayo ko sayop na do gd....meni npd ayo ko sayop nga desisyons...sayop man guro gani tanan....

nahan ko mkg.kita niya....nahan ko naa ra cya sq side kron...pro nah..masakitan npd toh cya...mg.lalis npd...pro ok rpd onta toh bahala sakit ayo ang mga words kaysa in.ani nga wer not in good terms pro layo ayo sa osag osa.....

hahaiszt!....wanna cry npd....
i just miss him so much....wla man gani cya to.o nq nga nahan rq minaw iya voice mao ni call ko...hahaiszt....mingaw njd ko niya.....

sa myBanaKo...pro i know ma.ok ra lagi mi....
i jas have to hold on doh it hurts...doh i fel guilty pd....

i miss you myBanako....and i do love you.....