Happy 78th monthsarry myBanako!

'FATE is building a bridge of chance for the one you love'

You're 4511 miles (flying distance) apat from me, but I still love you sooo much...

Happy 78th monthsarry to my one and only!

It's been how many months passed already but nothings change. I still love you so much and fall inlove with you all over again. We had misunderstandings, a lot of it, that due to this distance thing it's so hard to really understand each other. You made me freak out at times. You made me cry so hard at times as well. But those doesn't really matter. For I am so unbelievably in love with you.

Our relationship is far from perfect, but nevertheless, the love we have for each other is the strongest thing I’ve ever felt, and you never stop fighting for me. I thank you for that, you really do save me on a daily basis.

Letting myself love you was the best thing I ever did. I'll keep on fighting. I'll keep you by my side. I'll never let go of the grip. I'll hold you close here in my heart.

iloveyousomuchmyBanako... mwahhh...

Thank you for letting me feel beautiful.

Happy 78th monthsarry myBanako!

A freakingly hot June 01

It's the first day of June, and it's freakingly hot during the afternoon, summer is about to end and rainy days will come to soon. Whewww! And shall I say, I embraced it with a crying eyes. This week is a crying madness! trust me! my eyes are already deteriorating plus with the eyebags. It's just this week is one hilarious week.

There are good news this week though however, I can't stop from being so pessimist. arggh!!!
I just want to stop everything and anything that causing so much pain in my heart. But I know it's my gawd damn choice to feel those pain. It's just I don't want to feel the lonely feeling anymore/being alone.

I so hate it... But anyway, I know I can get by with this.

On unrelated note: I'm crossing my fingers, praying so hard that this June. Everything will turn out fine they way we plan it.

Unrelated note again:  To someone out there who's in NZ right now. It's just i love you so much and gawd damn miss you. I'll see you soon. :) mwah