BlogPress

Okay! I find this iBlogger app for iphone but doesn't really suit me for the main reason. You can't post pictures. Pictures say a thousand words and save your ass from writing and thinking on what to say. Thus, I'll give this Blogpress a try. Oh blogpress! Don't fail me coz if you do I'll kick your assss. ^_^

Unrelated note:


our evening desert last night. Chocolate fudge ice cream + apple chunks + hersheys syrup + with the man I heart == perfect evening dessert. I noticed since I came in NZ we're then into ice creams, any fruit chunks and syrup hersheys. Yummmmy!!!!

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Reminiscing memories

I can't sleep!!! grrrrrr..... It's already 5:25am to be exact and not even a pinch of sleeping dust hit me. Argh!!!!... Anyhow, I decided my overused eyes since it's been awake for 24hours already plus I already finished 2 movies earlier. to browse the net and see what's going on lately with the tumbleblog that I used to follow. I know, I've been ranting myself not to get lazy updating my blog... *grins*

I totally know this is a bit too late to do a recap of what happened for the 2010 but I'll just give this a try, to keep this wide-awake mind busy. *scansoldpost

January 2010 - Hmmm!!!! Shall I say, "freak out" and "tantrums" are two constant words that described how I was. And ohhh!!!!!!!! I made this.

I can never forget this and how I made surprises for him every month. I still remembered how I did this with of course, the help of my beautiful sister BEAUTIFUL, Jessa.

February 2010 - It was that very same day is all I can remember last February 7. I don't want to be on that situation again. If feels awful. But Loving him from a distance didn't even matter at all only the missing part though.





And I remembered how freak he was when I had the journey of myself last February. promise I won't do it again

March 2010 - Love definitely finds a way. March, March, March... I'm still going so crazy about the distant thing and I went so overboard. I mean, I am. I'm totally, overly, insane, crazy gal.

I created our baby "Francois Eloise Esguerra" who by the way gave him sleepless nights.

And he sent flowers in my office...............

April 2010 - Nothing much in April except that I so damn miss him. And as long as my memory could comprehend I was quite busy with something. Hmmm! paper works? or just trying to find excuse from lazyness. teeheee

May 2010 - If only I could ask one thing to last forever, that would be our LOVE. I cherish each and every moment with YOU. aaahhh!!! how sweet of you. This made my May blues to a perfect May. 

          and on our special day this is what I did to my room. *grins

  

June 2010 - was I getting lazy again and not posting more? hurhur.

This was what made my night " Fate is building a bridge of chance for the one you love."

July 2010 - ohhh!!!! He had this 5 days vacation in the South Island of NZ and I was totally freak out for the entire week. I was not even doing good at work. However, on a happy note. I got my visa on this month and was totally so happy and excited about it. Yeepeeeyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

August 2010 - zipping my mouth because I'm guilty for being so lazy On the other side, I was too busy with completing all things from clearance to little tiny stuffs. Oh! by the way I resigned from work and post the very last entry at work.

September 2010, October 2010, November 2010 and December 2010 - wt! I can't believe I was such a lazy asshole for this ber months. I only had 1 or 2 max for the entire 4 months???? questionmyself what happened??????? I should be posting and updating my blog because for the very first time I'll see my every heart desires "Him" and will be with him for, I don't know how long but I want it to be long enough 'til my heart stops beating. Anyhow, posted pictures below and crossing my fingers that I need to update and post old memories. 

This was at Cebu Airport last September 21. Those 2 girls are the best bud's evaaaahhh....

My first few days in NZ and our first date again since we're apart for a year and half.

At Cornwall Park. *date in the cam is outdated. harhar

At Michael Savage Memorial. And weeeepeee, we wore our another pair of couple outfits.

At Auckland Domain last October 5. I so love the floweersss and I so love being with him.

At Hunua Range Regional Park last November, a pre-celebration of Ate Rhol's bday.

At Long bay and have the courage to show off some skin. hahaha

Santa Parade in the City and all my fave characters from Alice in Wonderland to B1 and B2 are there celebrating the day.

Celebrated my 23rd birthday with him and Ate Rhols. Thank you B....

Celebrated our 7th anniversay last December 20, tooo bad I didn't post anything. I was to blame I know. *ranting to self. uhuhuhuuh

At Ate Rhol's house on Christmas Eve.

And recently, celebrated New Year with some Pinoy friends at Jing2x's house.

Seeeee, we had so much memories but too bad I was not able to post it. One at a time, I will. I will. I will post those memories in our blog.

And that's how our 2010 ends. 

We are both looking forward to 2011, I know there will be so many wild and crazy arguments, so many sleepless nights without him, so many wonderful and happy dates, and a lot, loooottt of occasions to celebrate and of course, dreams to achieve and plans to fulfill i have tons and tons. And still I want it to be with him, both of us creating happy memories together for this coming year and fulfilling each plans and dreams.

I do pray that this will be a very GREAT year for the both of us.

And to everyone else have a WONDERFUL and BLESSED 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from both of us: kulit and bbf :)

Thank you smch to the man I love...

I'm sitting next to him at Ate Rhol's house and he doesn't have any idea about this. I wanna say thank you to the man I love. Bb, thank youu so much for today. For making my birthday so special and for doing everything. I do appreciate every inch you do to make me happy. You just don't have the idea how happy you made me. I could wish that each day never ends when I'm with you. Bb, I so love you still in many ways. And I'm so grateful that it's still me you choose to love. I'm the luckiest girl in the world.

Bb, thank you for this day.

I love you so much... :)

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Happy birthday to me!!!....happy birthday to me...happy birthday, happy birthday.... Happy Birthday to me!!!

Bwahahahah, getting insane singing a bday song to myself. I'm just alone while waiting for the clock to strike 12MN to December 14, though I was alone I'm still so happy. I totally understand why he can't be with me waiting for my birthday but excited for this very long day. Huhuhuhu, getting old. I hate it!!! :D

Anyhow, this is the picture we took later this aftienoon!!!

This is not a kiss, hehehe.....it's a bite actuallyyy that's why I look scared. lulz

I took this at exactly 12mn at Dec. 14. wheeww!!!!!... The lightning in our room is bad.

And this is my gift earlier. 

lulzzzzz..... Trust me, still can't get over this.... Lolz..this is so funny that it made me laugh out loud so hard earlier. hehehehehehe... Sorry bb, I need to post this. :D love you still...

iloveyouuusomuch bb.. thanks you for everything. mwaahh..

A Dream Come True

Kia Ora!!!!

A dream come true, indeed. Last September 21, 2010 was the time of my life. I had a midnight flight from Cebu to Manila via Cebu Pacific. It's just less than an hour travel and my first time to ride a plane. My mom, my sister, Jessa, and my Tiya, Tiya Grace, went with me. The experience on the plane was quite nice. Ihas jd! hehehe We even saw Aiza Seguerra, a singer-artist in the Philippines in which luckily happen to be the seatmate of Tiya Grace. lulz...

Where d'ya think I'm going?... Anybody can take a guess.... hehehe... Weelll, to those people so close to me, this is really a no-brainer question. Yeah!!! I'm going to the love of my life. I'll follow him and be with him for the rest of my life. I was so anxious with the time. And the little time passed I get so excited, so happy and all these emotions just mixed up because right there and then, I also miss my family. I even cried while waiting for my flight on the way to Brunei. I was a bit scared because it will be the first time that I'll just be alone. But yeah, was able to manage it. And that day, I still can't believe that it will just be 24 hours less and I'll then going to see him. I can't even put into words how happy am I.

The Iterenary:

12mn Sept. 21, 2010 : via Cebu Pacific from Cebu to Manila
7:20am Sept. 22, 2010 : via Royal Brunei from Manila to Brunei
12:00noon Sept 22, 2010 : via Royal Brunei from Brunei to Auckland

And finally I arrived 1am in Sept. 23, 2010 in Auckland.


Finally, I'm already here in Auckland with him specifically. :) It's already a month and days passed already. I was just so lazy in updating the blog. So far, so happy in love each day with him. Even-though we both know that there are aspects that will be difficult but having each other we know we can surpass it. And we can conquer every single trials.

I'll just update pictures sooner.

1st day of "BER- months"

It's the first day of "BER-months" and we can't just tell one day we'll wake up it's already December 25 then New Years. Okay! I'm exaaggggg... teeeheee... Time flies so fast if you'll not going to think about it. But it's so draggging when you're waiting for something to happen.

Anyways, sorry blogger for not updating these days. Really so lazy. I'll try my very best to keep you updated. I still can't tell what's keeping me busy this days, that will be a surprise... hehehehe... Not really, but let's just wait for the coming days. I'll surely update you blogger.

However, right now let's just count the days 'till that day will come and I can no longer wait for it to happen. Excited and happy and so much joys it brings to me. Grrrr, that's it for now blogger I might spill the beans... :D

Sayonara!!! 'til we meet again.

This will be my last entry that I'll going to do at work. :(

I'm not saying goodbye to our blog but instead to the people at work, to my so called friends at work.

My last duty is a damn sleepy night. What I did in my last duty is sleep, sleep, sleep and sleep and I only got 20 emails... hehehehe... I didn't have enough sleep that day thus, I can't help my eyes from closing. My head ache so much that I feel it wanna break. exxaggg much! but yeah, I really had a terrible headache last night.

An hour from now, it will be the end of our shift. And the end of my duty, no more calls for the coming days. 7 days terminal VL and 3 weeks staying at home then, a greener pasture that I pursue that I still can't tell right now. 'Til that day will come.

Anyways, I will surely miss all the people at work. My team 18 friends, My team "TEAMBANG" and my ever first team "TEAMMOST". Goodbye is painful, as what I read in Chai's status message. It really is, especially when I'm used giving Chai a hug everytime I see her at work. It really is sad but we do have our own journey and destiny that we want to fulfill.

As for me, it's a another chapter of my life. I'm very excited about it honestly. And I do pray everything will turn out fine.

To all my friends at work, I will surely goonnnaa miss you! *sigh I will never forget the memories we shared.

Sayonara! 'til we meet again.

:)

So Happpyyyyyy

So happy today, I'm still speechless. hehehehe....Really, thank you so much God for the blessing.

Will update later hopefully, will not be lazy after. Will listen to my instructor first.

Day 5 - Going home & Retraining

It's retraining week for me. Argh!... I know I can find happiness at work, I should and I must :D. And he's going home from the 5 days trip. He texted me earlier. Ok fine!

One good thing about today, I received our newest couple shirt. I mean, the new addition to our couple stuff is a dress for me and the pair is a t-shirt for him. weee! so excited to wear it with him. I pray sooner I can be with him.

ssshshh! I'm actually on retraining right now. I'll listen to my instructor first. Thus, will update later. ciao.. :D

Day 4 - 'i love you so much'

I wake up on the wrong side of the bed, feeling uncomfy, irritable and not really in the mood today. I wake up around 11:00 PM, so I don't have to worry anymore how will I spend the first day in the morning. FBing, uploading pics, movie marathon and just facing ACE today. We were able to talk earlier as well, just an iloveyou and iloveyou too chat.

Day, went just fine. He chatted me earlier, around 9pm there, he said they're going back to Christchurch. So, they're coming home this 26. Wishing you for a safe trip... :)

Day 3 - an 'i love you'

Today, I was supposed to go to a Falls in Lahug and spend the whole day with Oding and others. But when I wake up this morning, I'm not feeling well and it's just I don't have the mood anymore to go and have fun. I just decided to stay and thanks to Oding for understanding. However, it doesn't stop there what I wanna do is met with Roan. So, I'll be meeting her after a coupe of hours from now. I really don't know what's going on with my life.

MyBanako, I don't know where he is now. I wish he could totally forget just one day that I'm waiting for him. But, when I wake up this morning he just send me a message ' i love you '...maybe that message is enough for me to go on for the day.... hahahay, i miss you.

update:


grab this from his Facebook. It was posted today, and try to search some info over the net, can't find any detailed info except it's some kind of museum. Well see, will update once pictures on his 5 days trip after uploaded in FB. :)

Day 2 - My mind in Queenstown, New Zealand

Queenstown, New Zealand.

At this very moment, 5:13 PM NZ 1:13 PM Cebu, he is in Queenstown. Day 2 of the trip. I'm feeling a lil something bad inside, dahh! it's just me so selfish about this 5 days trip. Anyhow, I'm still thankful he inform me, which is the good side of it. I just wish him happiness and enjoyment with the trip. Anyhow, small information about Queenstown below. I was not able to get that much info about Dunedin, my previous post.

Queenstown is an international resort town in Otago in the south-west of New Zealand's South Island. It is built around an inlet called Queenstown Bay on Lake Wakatipu, a long thin lake formed by glacial processes that is shaped like a staggered lightning bolt, and has spectacular views of nearby mountains.
source: wiki


Source: Panorama of Queenstown and Lake Wakatipu from the top of the gondola.

Still wishing I was there...huhuhuhu. Still can't get over it. But I know for sure no matter how long my day this coming few days will be I'll still be fine. grrr, as the hell I should.


Unrelated note:
Last night, I was not able to sleep directly after arriving home. Its just there are things bothering me and there are things wandering my thoughts. Because of it, I wanna divert my attention into something useful thus, I simply created another author of our blog in which you can find in every post below. From now on each post that I made will have my name as the one who posted it. Every post will look like this from now on:

not the usual POSTED BY FRANCRIS which is his account actually. Yay! for me. harharhar... a job well done. *winks

update:

Grab this in his Facebook. More pictures to come after they arrived home. :)

Day 1 - my heart in Dunedin, Christchurch

Dunedin, Christchurch.

Yesterday, around 6:00 PM in New Zealand. He, myBanako, and some of his Filipino friends (Jong, Grasya and Ate Rhols ) arrived in Christchurch for a 5 days vacation. Sigggh!!!! I really, reaaally really do wanna come. But there's a good reason behind why I can't come plus of course for the fact that I'm still here in the Philippines. However, though I'm not in the plan. I still do know where they are at this very day. I'm not included in the plan nor in the activity but I know where they are right now.

First stop: Dunedin, Christchurch

Source: Dunedin, Railway Station 

For my part, just simply blogging as to where he is today. How did I know he is in Dunedin where in fact, I really don't know the plan they have? Well, this morning he simply just inform me he is in Dunedin with a message "I still think of you." Awww, how sweet. Wish the thinking part will be in reality sooner. Honestly, I still feel a tingling bit of heaviness inside but this might mend a bit of those heaviness. *sigh again i do hope so.

Maybe, I'll update this with their pictures from the trip.

Wish him all the enjoyment and fun today. :)
Take care myBanako. mwaaahhhh....

a busy few months

It's been a while haven't posted anything in our blog. It's a lil bit busy plus lazyness and all sweet things that hinder my ass to post entries. Anyhow, I'll start one today.

The busyness thing started last May when I gathered information form the forums I searched on the net for the requirements and all sort of stuffs sorry can't really elaborate those stuffs. Me and myBanako, have a plan and finally we're just waiting for the result. However, I can't tell what it is, for it's supposed to be a secret but I know a bunch of trusted people already knew. Anyways, 16th of July turned out a bit fine for my best friend, Zeneth Avila was there helping me, providing me her moral support throughout the lenghty-intimidating-process. I can't divulge much information though but that day ends a lil bit fine even if I was not able to see him after.

Hmmmmm!!!! now what I have in mind is prayers for a good result. And him since he's on a 5 days vacation in Christchurch, NZ. Wish I was there, but sad to say I'm still here stuck in the Philippines. But somebody just told me, I need to be patient and as what his saying as well to patiently wait for one day, one day we'll be back in each other arms again. Damn! I suck in waiting but I'll give it a try and I'll try harder for don't have choice. My hearts only beats for him. :)

He's in Christ Church already while creating this entry. And feeling a lil bit heavy inside but still managed to be fine. Thank God, he provide me a nice shift (1pm-10pm shift) that I'll not be stuck at home, waiting for him. Thank you God for the timing. We chatted on both of our phones, thank God as well for his iphone for he's able to inform me every now and then on where he is and can ask him what in his mind. I don't know what his doing, who's with him apart from Jong, Grasya and Ate Rhols, what are the things they talk about or plans but what I do know, I'm assured that he'll be a good boy. He said, he'll be good while his away and to you myBanako I say "I trust you.".

I love you sooo much. Please just take care and don't let kulit worry much. ok?
mwawwahhhh.. have fun and enjoy.....

Happy 79th monthsarry myBanako!

"Within you I lose myself; without you I find myself wanting to be lost again." 

Happy 79th monthsarry myBanako!.... if there's only one thing that I wanna wish it's to be next to you at this very moment. Talking about anything and laughing. I miss you and I don't know exactly what's the feeling anymore. I miss you each day without you next to me. Wish I could be with you sooner and never will I allow to be far away from you again.

I love you still, so much.

Love Lots,

kulit, your asawa,
praying, hoping, wishing and looking forward to be with you again.

disclaimer: got the quote from my FB profile. he post it on my wall July 1. 

Happy 78th monthsarry myBanako!

'FATE is building a bridge of chance for the one you love'

You're 4511 miles (flying distance) apat from me, but I still love you sooo much...

Happy 78th monthsarry to my one and only!

It's been how many months passed already but nothings change. I still love you so much and fall inlove with you all over again. We had misunderstandings, a lot of it, that due to this distance thing it's so hard to really understand each other. You made me freak out at times. You made me cry so hard at times as well. But those doesn't really matter. For I am so unbelievably in love with you.

Our relationship is far from perfect, but nevertheless, the love we have for each other is the strongest thing I’ve ever felt, and you never stop fighting for me. I thank you for that, you really do save me on a daily basis.

Letting myself love you was the best thing I ever did. I'll keep on fighting. I'll keep you by my side. I'll never let go of the grip. I'll hold you close here in my heart.

iloveyousomuchmyBanako... mwahhh...

Thank you for letting me feel beautiful.

Happy 78th monthsarry myBanako!

A freakingly hot June 01

It's the first day of June, and it's freakingly hot during the afternoon, summer is about to end and rainy days will come to soon. Whewww! And shall I say, I embraced it with a crying eyes. This week is a crying madness! trust me! my eyes are already deteriorating plus with the eyebags. It's just this week is one hilarious week.

There are good news this week though however, I can't stop from being so pessimist. arggh!!!
I just want to stop everything and anything that causing so much pain in my heart. But I know it's my gawd damn choice to feel those pain. It's just I don't want to feel the lonely feeling anymore/being alone.

I so hate it... But anyway, I know I can get by with this.

On unrelated note: I'm crossing my fingers, praying so hard that this June. Everything will turn out fine they way we plan it.

Unrelated note again:  To someone out there who's in NZ right now. It's just i love you so much and gawd damn miss you. I'll see you soon. :) mwah

I am Sorry

It was suppose to be fun but I stopped each and every moment bothered of how u were.

Can't get rid of this guilt feeling coz I know I so far away from your foolish expectations.

Foolish as it seems yet so endearing like a child being spoiled of what he has in mind.

I see your face everywhere even if my sight would not let me.

My deepest apology is hardly said but to least I only wish that still you and me at the end.

I love you- It would never change even a tiny wee bit. mwah.

Happy 77th monthsarry to myBanako!....

Happy 77th monthsarry!

MyBanako, you're the reason that keeps me going. No matter how tough my day is, there is this particular time of the day that made me happy and look forward to each day that is seeing you though it means only on skype. It doesn't matter though. Nothing changes but can't deny that I miss you sooo much and I so wanna be with you every single day of my life.

I wanna thank you myBanako for still there with me, fighting throughout this journey. You never leave me despite I know how hard and difficult it is for us. You're there continue to teach and inspire me on what life brings and on what life ahead of us. Thank you for the efforts on showing how much you care for me though I know how difficult it is for you because of the distance, I knew it too well 'coz I'm in it as well.

Happy 77th monthsarry myBanako! I know we can get through this. And there will be that one special time or day that will reunite us and will never ever get separated again.

Nothings change, it's just I miss you so much, this is the only difference.

[TRUE LOVE doesn't mean being inseparable; it means being separated and nothing changes.]

[a quote made by him one time when I asked him to. :)]

iloveyousomuchmyBanako...mwaah

Happy 77th monthsarry!

Love Lots,

kulit, your asawa

looking forward, praying, hoping to be with you again. :)

Happy 77th monthsarry to myBanako!....

I love you so much still..... I'll just update my message tomorrow. Super sleepy and super tired and busy earlier. Whew!

Anyhow, before this night ends. I still wanna shout to the world that "i love you myBanako" and i miss you sooo much....

We can get through this....mwaah

Hope to see you soon, thanks for the poem B.mwah

update: got finished with my room and editing the pictures. Below are the pictures.

this is what my room wall looks like. i lurrrveee it much. :)

[the teddy bear got a name, He is "BbF" or I call him with his nick at times "Antet". He has a mission in life and it's all written on that piece of paper which I keep it for years already and in which he already know what he's for. :) keep the good job Antet. xoxoxo. The heart beside him, is given by his master, the same guy who bought Antet for me. She is "BIG HEART". We call her that way for she's so big. LOL. She's my companion at night and the one who comfort me as well when there master is not around. Especially in times like this. They brought happiness to me and of course, their master who brought so much joy and love to me.]

[the quote is made by him. I actually asked him one time. :D]

Happy 77th monthsarry myBanako!

Wheeeww! Viollllaaaaaaaaaaa... This is what my wall room looks like. I got so envied with one of the tumbler blog I follow. The Home Sweet Home blog, in which randomly there are images of a room that has pictures posted in walls, everywhere and frames. Thus, I decided to make one of my own for our 77th monthsarry. I was busy yesterday for my TOR in which I follow up at my school and went after to SM to just stroll and hang around. Oopppss! I need to finished this because there's something important I need to make today. Lazy kulit! Anyhow, how do you find my room wall? Isn't it cute and nice and full of lovey-doveyy... hhahahaha... I know he will complain about this again, like my mom who's first words she said "what happen to your wall..." LOL. I superrr love it. I don't care. It's my room. badd cheettah . As long as I don't hurt anyone and as long as I'm happy with what I'm doing well, yeahhh I'll go for it. Thus, this made my day so happy plus seeing him earlier before he went off to work. Yaaayyy so much! *insert face with utmost glee*

To myBanako, your message is on the next post because I know you'll complain again that I don't have something for you. hahaha and I know it's true that you complain, you just don't want to accept it. *winks

Anyhow, I love you sooo much myBanako.

Happy 77th monthsarry!

Wish you're here next to me right now. I wanna be with you sooner. :)

I Remember

It was a rainy evening when all you did was to weep in tears

Rain drops fell and no one else did hear

Broken young heart seeking to get fixed

What to do? love again and be ditched?

Yesterday I saw you seems nothing's queer

I insanely admire your beautiful face

But how do I get rid of this fear?

Could I just hold you without anything to say?

I love you is all I need to utter

Oh please cupid shoot me with your arrow of beer

Being giddy doesn't even matter

As long as at the end I can lean on your shoulder

A day I woke up with you in my arms

Is it a dream or only created  by my foolish mind?

Yes it's true! pinch me then I'll know

If not then one truth I have in heart I do always love you

I'm almost complete 'till we got separated

It's been a while since we actually dated

Memories I recall whenever I miss you

Still a sparkling smile when I think of what we've been through.

-BbF

P.S.

Wish I could be next to you very soon.

Happy Monthsarry. I love u so much.

a rainy morning

I'm super busy this past few weeks. Preparing evidences here and there, processing documents here and there, thinking how to do this and that, money maattersss, plus time and efforts... Whew! It's just a busy month for me. I just woke up and the first thought came in my mind is : MISSING HIM darn much! as he was still the last thing I have in mind when I went to sleep at 12mn last night. It's been over a year and few months passed, nothing's change that much. I'm still head over heels in love with him. I just can't take that thought ooutta of this head. I'm missing him, every single day. I pray sooner, I pray and wish and hope that soonerrr, very soooner I'll be with him...

For pictures of this post, I decided I'll post what I did yesterday. Two days RD and just spendin it at home, waiting for him and being with him. I was busy with my scrapbook yesterday, so here are some glimpse of it.

These are some of the pages I have with my scrapbook, quite messy but everything that ties the two of us, our memories that we wanted to reminisce and every time spend before are there. One witnessed how insanely sanely in love I am with him. :D

Happy 76th monthsarry myBanako!

Happy 76th monthsarry myBanako!

iloveyousooooomuch still.. mwaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.... 

Is so busy on paper works this past few weeks and thus, upload some random edited picture before. However, it doesn't change anything. I'm so much still in love with him. We were able to saw each other in Skype and talked about things, though I was kinda moddddyy can't tell the reason. But! yeah, I was darn so moddy on our monthsarry but he was able to made me smile.The same guy who made me madly fall in love all over again.

Nothing's change myBanako. I love you to death. and I wanna be with you soooonnnnnn....

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

April 01, 2010

Lost count as to how many times I replay the song in Youtube. Here's the link of the music video if you wanna hear it for yourselves. Click here! Just few hours from now, another month will start. Or just 30 minutes to be exact it will be April 01, 2010 already. Here I am, still listening to that darnn gawd song. Keep on replaying 'til such time that I can heal the missing-feeling I fell right now. I gawdd darnn miss you so much....

The song is dedicated for you myBanako. It's from my longing heart. I miss you...

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

"Here In My Heart" 
Wherever you are tonight girl

I'll see you in my dreams

Wherever I go tomorrow

You'll be here next to me

And though we are a world apart

I know you'll never be that far

[c h o r u s]

'Cause here in my heart

There's a picture of us

Together forever

Unfaded and unbroken

Wherever you are

Your love covers me

Forever more you'll be

Here in my heart

Whenever I miss you so much

It's more than I can bear

I won't cry, I'll just close my eyes

And know you'll be there

Your kiss and your touch

I'll never forget

'Cause you're as close

As my very next breath

[c h o r u s]

And though we are a world apart

I know you'll never be that far

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Love finds a way...

"I love you and I always will..." , got the message in the card that was slip in the boquet.

Here are the pictures I took last night after I received the bouquet. Weeeee!!!

Thank you so much to myBanako, who set up this for me. You never fail to make me happy. Yaaay!!!... you made me fall in love with you again. xoxoxox

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ps: I was just using my phone in taking the pics so that explains the low quality of the images.  :(