April 01, 2010

Lost count as to how many times I replay the song in Youtube. Here's the link of the music video if you wanna hear it for yourselves. Click here! Just few hours from now, another month will start. Or just 30 minutes to be exact it will be April 01, 2010 already. Here I am, still listening to that darnn gawd song. Keep on replaying 'til such time that I can heal the missing-feeling I fell right now. I gawdd darnn miss you so much....

The song is dedicated for you myBanako. It's from my longing heart. I miss you...

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

"Here In My Heart" 
Wherever you are tonight girl

I'll see you in my dreams

Wherever I go tomorrow

You'll be here next to me

And though we are a world apart

I know you'll never be that far

[c h o r u s]

'Cause here in my heart

There's a picture of us

Together forever

Unfaded and unbroken

Wherever you are

Your love covers me

Forever more you'll be

Here in my heart

Whenever I miss you so much

It's more than I can bear

I won't cry, I'll just close my eyes

And know you'll be there

Your kiss and your touch

I'll never forget

'Cause you're as close

As my very next breath

[c h o r u s]

And though we are a world apart

I know you'll never be that far

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

When I'm With You

 

 Source : followthatway.tumblr.com

When I'm with you by Faber Drive is one song that will made my  eyes moist. Swear!!! Since the time, my special someone let me hear that song can't help my tears from falling. I still remembered one fine Monday morning on the 25th of August. Click here to see the previous post on what happened that day & 'till now still have the same feeling when I'll hear this song.

And I happened to drop by Anabel's tumbleblog. Annabel, a 16 year-old messed up female from Singapore (as her description in her tumbleblog). She made nice pictotexts as what she called it. So, here it is my request. I actually dedicate it, to the same guy who means every thing and the world to me. 

I'll hold on to our promises and plans. I'll never break the promise I made to you either. & I'll be waiting for your come back...

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako...mwaaahhhhhhh really miss you so much....

I just wanna be with YOU....

I just wanna be with him.

I just wanna be with YOU...

This is the song I kept on playing after I woke up with a heavy head

for I'm having a headache this morning.

Headache due to I cry myself to sleep last night. The story of my the night that was on the next post.

I just wanna be with you myBanako. I'm missing you so terribly.

Vanessa Hudgens - Just Wanna Be With You ft. Lucas Gabreel, Zac Efron

(Ryan) Mmm...I got a lot of things
I have to do
All these distractions
Our future is coming soon
We're being pulled
(Ryan and Chelsea) A hundred different directions
(Ryan) But whatever happens
(Ryan and Chelsea) I know I've got you

(Ryan) You're on my mind
You're in my heart
(Ryan and Chelsea) It doesn't matter where we are
(Ryan) We'll be alright
Even if we're
(Ryan and Chelsea) Miles apart

(Chorus, Troy and Gabriella) All I wanna do
Is be with you, be with you
There's nothing we can't do
I just wanna be with you, only you
No matter where life takes us
Nothing can break us apart
(Troy) (You know it's true)
I just wanna be with you

(Troy) You know how life can be
It changes over night
(Troy and Gabrialla)It's not even raining
But it's alright

(Gabriella) A friend like you
(Troy and Gabriella) Always makes it easy
(Troy) I know that you give me
(Both) Every time

(Both) Through every up
Through every down
You know I'll always be around
Through anything you can count on me

(Chorus, Troy and Gabriella) All I wanna do
Is be with you, be with you
There's nothing we can't do
I just wanna be with you, only you
No matter where life takes us
Nothing can break us apart
(Troy) (You know it's true)
I just wanna be with you

(Both) I just wanna be with you

When I'm With You...

Time to reminisce our songs....

Songs that are part of our journey...
and
Songs that are witnessed on how we conquer each odds.....

Faber Drive - When I'm With You lyrics

Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

We already heard the song before, way back 4th year college in his bhauz however, we never noticed that it has a nice lyrics. 'till one day, I think that was August 25, 2008 when we already know the result of the Board Passers for Nursing who took the exam last June 2008. That day, I went to their house to see the result and yepey, 10100 ESGUERRA, FRANCIS ANDRADE. After he let me see the result, I felt then scared because that is the go signal that we were waiting for that he will fly to NZ, the first plan was Australia but then, something went wrong I guess so it was then NZ. He then, sing me that song with his guitar and keep on repeating the line : " whatever it takes..im not gonna break the promise i made".

And what's my reaction?... hehehe....

I just cried my heart out... for I was touched for what he did and was also scared with the final decision that he will be part ways someday. He then, hug me so tight and keep on telling me 'iloveyou kulit'.. aah!!.. I miss you like crazy myBanako... hahaha.. simang....

Furthemore, we are now on the current situation and hoping that he will really fulfiill the line : .im not gonna break the promise i made.

Actually, right now I'm using the song as my ringtone.

i still love you so much myBanako, whether layo or duol. Love jd ayo tka.. mwaah..

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako...mwaah

I'm only ME when I'm with YOU....

Not so busy at work and was only reading blogs... hehehe....
Then, decided to visit OUR BLOG and post an entry of one of my fave song...


Taylor Swift - I'm Only Me When I'm With You

Friday night beneath the stars
In the field behind your yard
You and I are paintin' pictures in the sky
And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to let you know
That what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Livin' in a crazy world
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do
And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'll never get tired listening to this same song over and over again.. It really fits with what I am with him and with what I or we used to be... I first encountered the song, wayback 2 years ago in my senior years in college. I can even tell the story, still remember how I encountered the song, his playing dota with his classmates and I was waiting for him and just surfing the net in the same net cafe. I was browsing about anything on the net and stopped by lyricsmode.com and browse for Taylor Swift song... then tandandandan... nakakita ko sa song.. hehehhhehe....

and since then on, I listened to it almost everyday in the Bhuasz... and till now...

If were friend in FS then, you might be familiar with my background pic in my profile.. there are 7 words that stands out... hehehe...

Hahahahay, I miss the old days... The days I'm with him... The days where he spoils me by allowing me to eat junk foods [hahah, bawal man ni naq jd coz of kidney trouble]... The days when rest day come then his with me doing nothing but still enjoying the moments together... The days when I can just hug him real tight... The days when he just suddenly appears in my room while I am still sleeping or making fun out of me... The days where we stroll hand in hand at malls or anywhere... The days when there was nothing better than a date in the park and talk about us, our plans, our dreams, our future and everything else under the sun or sometimes under the bright light of the moon...

The days when i can just be myself, with HIM and only HIM..

When I'm with anybody else, it's so hard to be myself
Only He can tell... only He can tell....

myBanako, I miss the old days with you and I'm missin you so much and much and much more..

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

kULiT's bday gift...

"You And Me"
by LifeHouse

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

------ this is my birthday gift i receive from myBanako last year....weee.... it was Dec. 14, 2007 around 1:00pm man guro toh sa bhausz niya....i remembered, i just arrived from our Retreat sa Talisay and ni.dretso ko ila bhausz...heheh...shshshsh..shod abas jd..yataps tah!..and pg.taud2x.. g.kuha niya iyang guitar...he sang this song for me...his bday gift and also the stuff toy.... weee.... my heartl melt and cant help my tears from falling....because he made it so special bisan og im n d midst of my darker days ato kai as n super not n good terms ayo akong family ato nga time... bsta, very long story jd to nga mga panahona..and d only person whose wid me encouraging and lifting me up every step of the way until i reached my goal, achieved and finally graduated... whew!.. is myBana rjd.. formerly myBaBy... e.solti nq real name ha..si Francis Esguerra.. hehe..boking jd....he is so special to me...and my special day...he made it super extra special...i was really touched...nga as n..no man cod ever made me feel happier and made me feel so much love....siya rjd ntawn....he accepts who i am, what i can do and what i can give...his been there throughout the happiest and the saddest years of my life....and im so much inlove with him...im still falling inlove with him....ka.charots naba ani oiszt!..hehe...basta, his one of the reason why i still continue smiling in the downs of my life and also continue fighting...

law of attraction myBanako noh?...as what he always said....law of attraction kulit...hehehe

myBanako..thank you so much for being part of my life...for still loving me unconditionally...

myBanako..just...

Thank you...

iL0vey0usmchmyBanako..mwaah...

note:
asa diay ang picture pg.bday nq last year myBAnako?..botangi nya nih ha..if naa ka mkit.an....