Day 4 - 'i love you so much'

I wake up on the wrong side of the bed, feeling uncomfy, irritable and not really in the mood today. I wake up around 11:00 PM, so I don't have to worry anymore how will I spend the first day in the morning. FBing, uploading pics, movie marathon and just facing ACE today. We were able to talk earlier as well, just an iloveyou and iloveyou too chat.

Day, went just fine. He chatted me earlier, around 9pm there, he said they're going back to Christchurch. So, they're coming home this 26. Wishing you for a safe trip... :)

Day 3 - an 'i love you'

Today, I was supposed to go to a Falls in Lahug and spend the whole day with Oding and others. But when I wake up this morning, I'm not feeling well and it's just I don't have the mood anymore to go and have fun. I just decided to stay and thanks to Oding for understanding. However, it doesn't stop there what I wanna do is met with Roan. So, I'll be meeting her after a coupe of hours from now. I really don't know what's going on with my life.

MyBanako, I don't know where he is now. I wish he could totally forget just one day that I'm waiting for him. But, when I wake up this morning he just send me a message ' i love you '...maybe that message is enough for me to go on for the day.... hahahay, i miss you.

update:


grab this from his Facebook. It was posted today, and try to search some info over the net, can't find any detailed info except it's some kind of museum. Well see, will update once pictures on his 5 days trip after uploaded in FB. :)

Day 2 - My mind in Queenstown, New Zealand

Queenstown, New Zealand.

At this very moment, 5:13 PM NZ 1:13 PM Cebu, he is in Queenstown. Day 2 of the trip. I'm feeling a lil something bad inside, dahh! it's just me so selfish about this 5 days trip. Anyhow, I'm still thankful he inform me, which is the good side of it. I just wish him happiness and enjoyment with the trip. Anyhow, small information about Queenstown below. I was not able to get that much info about Dunedin, my previous post.

Queenstown is an international resort town in Otago in the south-west of New Zealand's South Island. It is built around an inlet called Queenstown Bay on Lake Wakatipu, a long thin lake formed by glacial processes that is shaped like a staggered lightning bolt, and has spectacular views of nearby mountains.
source: wiki


Source: Panorama of Queenstown and Lake Wakatipu from the top of the gondola.

Still wishing I was there...huhuhuhu. Still can't get over it. But I know for sure no matter how long my day this coming few days will be I'll still be fine. grrr, as the hell I should.


Unrelated note:
Last night, I was not able to sleep directly after arriving home. Its just there are things bothering me and there are things wandering my thoughts. Because of it, I wanna divert my attention into something useful thus, I simply created another author of our blog in which you can find in every post below. From now on each post that I made will have my name as the one who posted it. Every post will look like this from now on:

not the usual POSTED BY FRANCRIS which is his account actually. Yay! for me. harharhar... a job well done. *winks

update:

Grab this in his Facebook. More pictures to come after they arrived home. :)

Day 1 - my heart in Dunedin, Christchurch

Dunedin, Christchurch.

Yesterday, around 6:00 PM in New Zealand. He, myBanako, and some of his Filipino friends (Jong, Grasya and Ate Rhols ) arrived in Christchurch for a 5 days vacation. Sigggh!!!! I really, reaaally really do wanna come. But there's a good reason behind why I can't come plus of course for the fact that I'm still here in the Philippines. However, though I'm not in the plan. I still do know where they are at this very day. I'm not included in the plan nor in the activity but I know where they are right now.

First stop: Dunedin, Christchurch

Source: Dunedin, Railway Station 

For my part, just simply blogging as to where he is today. How did I know he is in Dunedin where in fact, I really don't know the plan they have? Well, this morning he simply just inform me he is in Dunedin with a message "I still think of you." Awww, how sweet. Wish the thinking part will be in reality sooner. Honestly, I still feel a tingling bit of heaviness inside but this might mend a bit of those heaviness. *sigh again i do hope so.

Maybe, I'll update this with their pictures from the trip.

Wish him all the enjoyment and fun today. :)
Take care myBanako. mwaaahhhh....

March 1, 2010

my LIFE

One Tree Hill
[where he usually spend time jogging]

 

Greenlane Hospital 

[he said, where he want to work someday]

Royal Oak Mall
[The Mall, where sometimes he do the laundry. sosyal]

Was not busy at work yesterday, so decided to find where his currently staying. Wikimapia.org let me do it. So, search for familiar places he went to. I used to hear those places when we talked in YM. Thus, I let my eagerness control my entire system. So there, check out what I found. I found the One Tree Hill, where he usually spend time jogging and exercising and unwinding. I also found Greenlane Hopsital, that is not the hospital where he currently work. But, he said he will work in that hospital one of these days and by that time, I'm already there with him. Also found, Royal Oak Mall, where sometimes he do the laundry. Sosyal sah? Mall, manglaba. 

and the best thing I found is this :

LIFE

where his currently staying. Wheewww!!! he actually send me an email with attached print screen of his place. However, I wanna know where exactly his place in Wikimapia. It took me almost an hour to find 'coz I was comparing the print screen I got from him and the places, houses, streets in Wikimapia. I traced the street, so there. Finally, I was able to find it. And, I can easily distinguish right now where his house is. Yepeeeeyyy!!!! I actually edit the map and put that 'life' there. Sssshhh!!!! Don't tell anybody.. hahahhha.. But wheeww! yesterday night I was not in good mood. And finding out the place where his staying, where he sleeps, where he spend all his days and nights with Jong and Sookie, made my night.

Finaalllyyyyy, for the entire year. Got to know how his environment looks like. And, got this feeling I'll be there sooooooonnnnnnnnnn... This let me feel somehow that I'm there and was able to visit places in NZ.

I know I'll be with you sooner.

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah... ♥♥♥

New Zeland fulfilling our dreams...

New Zealand here comes myBanako....




[pictures in the airport and in the car going to airport]


[his ever loving and supportive mom & dad]


[his ever caring lola...]

It was Feb. 7, 2009...the day that I hated to come but it has to come for that will be the start of our dreams, his dreams, my dreams .. and of course our future...

it was a rainy saturday 66 days ago... d nyt before that i remembered i went home late for i had a date with someone whom so special in my heart for the last time.. [ill post our last date pics. soon]


[ his last day at home before leaving to NZ]

we ate tempura, stroll in the park, went shopping, went to church, we had the most pressure time on preparing for his departure and yet, so little time to spend and do the usual things that he will surely miss or i will surely miss...however, we still make the most out of the 2 days left...we had a date 2 days before that day...

i had so much plans before he'll leave but had so little time in achieving those plans. but then, i managed or we managed to just enjoy and make simple memories before he left. its not really simple for i cried a barrel of water i think.. hehehe... i really cant imagine how i will let a day passed without him...

we had so many topics to talk about and it only ends....me crying... for i was missing him so much eventhough his beside me at that time...

i was missing him so much at that time...and im still missing him and much more missing him now...


[his family, me & him with friends]

the pictures were taken before he left...its my first time in the airport... and im bothered by so many things and so worried in him for his alone... but i know he will arrived in New Zealand safe.. but i cant just help myself to worry on things esp. when about him...

so before the time strike to 4:30pm in Phils. time we took a lot of pictures... to capture the moments even though its parting time.. i keep on glancing at the clock in the airport for i know its a matter of minutes he will not be next to me for more months and years to come...

its 4:30pm!!!.... i still remember my face at that time... hehehe.. i promise not to cry for we had a deal with his friends that i will treat them if i'll cry but really cant help it... i was so anxious on what will going to happen next..

at exactly 4:30 we then gave him hugs and kisses from friends and his family.... i then gave him the tighter hug... that i don't wanna let him go... i don't wanna let him enter that door that will separate him from me... i don't wanna let him go... but the saddest part is i have to and i must to.. i do understand the whole concept on why his leaving... that's why i have and must let him go...

he then, walked away, waved goodbye and entered the door that will take him away from us... but surely i will be with him soon.. sooner that i expect...

at around Feb. 9, 2009 12:00 midnight Philippine time he arrived safely in New Zealand. and im missing him more than before his here...

iL0veyouso much myBanako.. and im missin you so much..please do take care of yourself there.. i will see u soon.. and i will be with you soon...

L0ve L0ts,

your asawa, kulit...

myBanako's random pics

Random pics

Just some random pictures from the save images in my profile. Every now and then, I kept on viewing these pics. I never get tired viewing same old pictures and same old faces. hehehe. *just kidding myBanako*

And every time I see those pics my heart long for him. I'm missin him so much. So much that I wanted to shout just to lessen this feeling. So much that Im having a hard time defining "missing" and "longing". So much that it's like I don't know anymore how it feels like hugging him.

So much that I just want to sleep and pick him in my dream and hug him for REAL.

I miss him with me. I do. I miss him.

I know for sure I will be with him sooner.. and when that day comes I will never ever agree that we will be separated again.

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako...i miss you...
I will be with you soon..mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa missin you somuch

New Zealand

NZ pictures...

these are some of the New Zealand pictures myBanako got in staying New Zealand for quite a while now...hhmm.. his been there for 43 days....1 month and 1 week and 5 days and 18 hours and 31 minutes 2 seconds and _ _ _ millisecon ds... hehehe... i know i am not just counting seconds nor hours nor days not even months... but years ...

Years of being apart from each other... Years of creating memories apart from each other.. Years of spending each lonely nights... Years of missing and longing of having each other...

i love him so much...

Those Years are surely so difficult for the both of us but i know will endure all this and the trials, as we managed to faced and kicked them away out from our paths in the first 2 to 5 years.. [aja! kULiT and BbF.. i know you both can *wink* (",) ]

This is just a nothing trial to us... the distance in between is just nothing compared to how big our loved we shared for each othe r...

I log in to my Frendster account a while ago and that's where i got these pics... hehhe... i grabbed those pics and uploaded it also on my friendster. zip the file where the pictures was saved then send it to my company's email address (ssshhhh) ...and ..tandan..dan..dann.... post the pics on blog... hehehe... i hope so mebody will not get mad at me on posting those pics... [im sure myBanako will not get mad but not really sure with his co-boardmates]

As i'm pressing the next key and viewing the pics locally one after the other.. i felt im missing him so much more than i felt everday... i'm missing him so badly that can't help my eyes from getting moist that will turn into a tear if i'll let it fall... how i wish i'm with him while taking those pics. or i'm with him w hile discovering each beautiful scenery of NZ...

how i wish i'm with him right now, right at this moment. sitting beside me and reminiscing...

i haven't meet those guys personally, i know some of them by names as mentioned by myBanako...

ate josephine, flent, ate karen, max, tony boy, tita elvie to name some of them... hehehehe... [do hope they don't get mad i place their names on my post]..*peace sign*

and i guess they don't even know who i am...

Eventhought i still i haven't met them... they play a role in myBanako's life now...

...they made his day better, more fun, more enjoyment unlike the first week his there...
...they made him the network technician if there's no connection on internet.... hahahahaha.....
...they made him forget the longingness he surely felt for i know each of them miss their families who are left in Pinas...
...they are the guys whom he spends his day with [of course if not on class]...

...and they are the guys whom will surely look each other's welfare....

myBanako, do take care always ntawn... k? and behave!.. ^_^
You are always include in my prayers... do pray always.. iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah..


.... i know i will be with you sooonnn ...

L0ve L0ts,

kULiT, your asawa missing you so much..