Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Rewind 4 months ago.

Since I'm all alone in the house again and surely, will be having hard time sleeping again. I decided to have an updated post from A DREAM COME TRUE click the link to see the post post way back last November. Anyhow, this was my last day in Cebu before going to New Zealand.

check out what happened last Sept. 21, 2010.

At home with Kit, Fearl and Nday.
With Baby Jovelle, i miss her much and Manang.
With 2 of our angels : Joerel and Merel
At Cebu Airport with Jessa, my sis
With my supporters, bwahhhahha...
Daddy Ton2x, Fearl, Roan and Baby Zach  
With my mom and Tiya Grace, thank you.
On the way to Manila, 12mn in the plane. firstimers! ihas
Arrived in Manila International Airport 1:00AM Sept. 22, 2010 

Ang mga bida! bow. :D
To see more of the pictures click here:

Reminiscing memories

I can't sleep!!! grrrrrr..... It's already 5:25am to be exact and not even a pinch of sleeping dust hit me. Argh!!!!... Anyhow, I decided my overused eyes since it's been awake for 24hours already plus I already finished 2 movies earlier. to browse the net and see what's going on lately with the tumbleblog that I used to follow. I know, I've been ranting myself not to get lazy updating my blog... *grins*

I totally know this is a bit too late to do a recap of what happened for the 2010 but I'll just give this a try, to keep this wide-awake mind busy. *scansoldpost

January 2010 - Hmmm!!!! Shall I say, "freak out" and "tantrums" are two constant words that described how I was. And ohhh!!!!!!!! I made this.



I can never forget this and how I made surprises for him every month. I still remembered how I did this with of course, the help of my beautiful sister BEAUTIFUL, Jessa.

February 2010 - It was that very same day is all I can remember last February 7. I don't want to be on that situation again. If feels awful. But Loving him from a distance didn't even matter at all only the missing part though.





And I remembered how freak he was when I had the journey of myself last February. promise I won't do it again

March 2010 - Love definitely finds a way. March, March, March... I'm still going so crazy about the distant thing and I went so overboard. I mean, I am. I'm totally, overly, insane, crazy gal.

I created our baby "Francois Eloise Esguerra" who by the way gave him sleepless nights.

And he sent flowers in my office...............

April 2010 - Nothing much in April except that I so damn miss him. And as long as my memory could comprehend I was quite busy with something. Hmmm! paper works? or just trying to find excuse from lazyness. teeheee


May 2010 - If only I could ask one thing to last forever, that would be our LOVE. I cherish each and every moment with YOU. aaahhh!!! how sweet of you. This made my May blues to a perfect May. 

          and on our special day this is what I did to my room. *grins

  

June 2010 - was I getting lazy again and not posting more? hurhur.

This was what made my night " Fate is building a bridge of chance for the one you love."

July 2010 - ohhh!!!! He had this 5 days vacation in the South Island of NZ and I was totally freak out for the entire week. I was not even doing good at work. However, on a happy note. I got my visa on this month and was totally so happy and excited about it. Yeepeeeyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

August 2010 - zipping my mouth because I'm guilty for being so lazy On the other side, I was too busy with completing all things from clearance to little tiny stuffs. Oh! by the way I resigned from work and post the very last entry at work.

September 2010, October 2010, November 2010 and December 2010 - wt! I can't believe I was such a lazy asshole for this ber months. I only had 1 or 2 max for the entire 4 months???? questionmyself what happened??????? I should be posting and updating my blog because for the very first time I'll see my every heart desires "Him" and will be with him for, I don't know how long but I want it to be long enough 'til my heart stops beating. Anyhow, posted pictures below and crossing my fingers that I need to update and post old memories. 

This was at Cebu Airport last September 21. Those 2 girls are the best bud's evaaaahhh....









My first few days in NZ and our first date again since we're apart for a year and half.

At Cornwall Park. *date in the cam is outdated. harhar






At Michael Savage Memorial. And weeeepeee, we wore our another pair of couple outfits.











At Auckland Domain last October 5. I so love the floweersss and I so love being with him.







At Hunua Range Regional Park last November, a pre-celebration of Ate Rhol's bday.






At Long bay and have the courage to show off some skin. hahaha









Santa Parade in the City and all my fave characters from Alice in Wonderland to B1 and B2 are there celebrating the day.













Celebrated my 23rd birthday with him and Ate Rhols. Thank you B....







Celebrated our 7th anniversay last December 20, tooo bad I didn't post anything. I was to blame I know. *ranting to self. uhuhuhuuh








At Ate Rhol's house on Christmas Eve.





And recently, celebrated New Year with some Pinoy friends at Jing2x's house.

Seeeee, we had so much memories but too bad I was not able to post it. One at a time, I will. I will. I will post those memories in our blog.

And that's how our 2010 ends. 


We are both looking forward to 2011, I know there will be so many wild and crazy arguments, so many sleepless nights without him, so many wonderful and happy dates, and a lot, loooottt of occasions to celebrate and of course, dreams to achieve and plans to fulfill i have tons and tons. And still I want it to be with him, both of us creating happy memories together for this coming year and fulfilling each plans and dreams.

I do pray that this will be a very GREAT year for the both of us.

And to everyone else have a WONDERFUL and BLESSED 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from both of us: kulit and bbf :)

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Last Date.. sa Pinas

Our last date.... sa Pinas...


[@ Lilo-an church & Ayala]

It was February 5 & 6, 2009. 99 days ago... This is our last date before he flew to NZ... I was just hiding my thougths and my real emotions that time for I know sooner, the next day, the next, next day... I can no longer feel the warmth of his hands to mine, the warmth of his embrace and the warmth of his kiss [ssshh!.. wla ni labot]...


[eating tempura]

I remembered treating him tempura ^.^[one of the usual snack we have in going home], went to North Atrium [one of the usual place where we met], grocery [one of the usual chores we made], we went to ayala, left me there while him went to the agency and so busy for the other papers that he need to prepare for his departure.

We also eat pizza that time, [Greenwich]... went to Gaisano South for Grocery [ga.layo2x rami]... I can't help and reminisce those last days for I'm missing him so much. Nothing compares this feeling I have. I'm missin him more and more and more....



What makes me happy this past few months is when day ends and another day starts. For it means that it will subtract the day we're not together and add a day for me to get closer to him.

Certainly in time will find ways and we'll surely meet our paths and be together again. I'm so optimistic about it. As for now, I'll just meet him everyday in my dreams and hug him really super tight [wish I can hug him for real sooner].

myBanako, I'm missin you so much. I really do but I know sooner I will be with you and never ever will get separated again.

iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..mwah..

I'm badly missin you, please do take care always...

Love Lots,

kULiT, your asawa, hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again.

Monday, May 4, 2009

64th monthsarry

happy 64th monthsarry myBanako...


[...our advance V date...]

another month for us to celebrate and another month for our love... again, it's been the 3rd time you're not here with me but you're always here inside my little ...

Though we're miles apart or should I say country apart... still I feel the love within... I still feel the same level of love.. I'm still so much and much more in love with YOU... in love jd ko nmo B wui.. as n!.. Nothings change except that I love you more and more than before you're here with me.. Your absence makes me love you even more.

DISTANCE is really nothing compared to what I feel though I really can't deny the fact that I'm missing you much.. each and every single day pass...

I miss every single bit of You and each of our memories...
I miss myself being with You, talking like it'll never end, arguing our differences, making unrealistic and impossible plans or dreams, reminiscing each of our crazy trips and gigs, and most especially sitting beside you doing nothing but still can't feel any dull moments...

Nowadays, I got to appreciate the beauty of simplicity.. for one single or simple thing can make me so happy and smile for no reason but just thinking of you and only you, a simple 'i love you kulit' [exact format] from you will complete my day...

I've realized many things without you here with me.... I am more stronger and determined... more independent.. got to know myself more.. my capabilities to love and to hold on to something and someone so special... braver enough to handle and manage things properly... the more I gain TRUST to myself that I can... this is just a little test for me and surely I can surpass and conquer this all..

I am much more expressive writing my thoughts and emotions to let you know what I went through...

I want you to know and everyone else that I'm still madly, deeply so in love with you... that's why I'm posting my personal message in our blog.. hehehe...

I'm happy still I have the same feelings for you... and still very much happy that it's still YOU i wanna share my happiness and give my love to...

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako...mwah..


[...harts day gift...]

Happy 64th monthsarry, hoping, wishing, praying and looking forward to be with you again.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kULiT, your asawa...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

New Zealand


NZ pictures...




these are some of the New Zealand pictures myBanako got in staying New Zealand for quite a while now...hhmm.. his been there for 43 days....1 month and 1 week and 5 days and 18 hours and 31 minutes 2 seconds and _ _ _ millisecon ds... hehehe... i know i am not just counting seconds nor hours nor days not even months... but years ...

Years of being apart from each other... Years of creating memories apart from each other.. Years of spending each lonely nights... Years of missing and longing of having each other...


i love him so much...

Those Years are surely so difficult for the both of us but i know will endure all this and the trials, as we managed to faced and kicked them away out from our paths in the first 2 to 5 years.. [aja! kULiT and BbF.. i know you both can *wink* (",) ]

This is just a nothing trial to us... the distance in between is just nothing compared to how big our loved we shared for each othe r...

I log in to my Frendster account a while ago and that's where i got these pics... hehhe... i grabbed those pics and uploaded it also on my friendster. zip the file where the pictures was saved then send it to my company's email address (ssshhhh) ...and ..tandan..dan..dann.... post the pics on blog... hehehe... i hope so mebody will not get mad at me on posting those pics... [im sure myBanako will not get mad but not really sure with his co-boardmates]

As i'm pressing the next key and viewing the pics locally one after the other.. i felt im missing him so much more than i felt everday... i'm missing him so badly that can't help my eyes from getting moist that will turn into a tear if i'll let it fall... how i wish i'm with him while taking those pics. or i'm with him w hile discovering each beautiful scenery of NZ...

how i wish i'm with him right now, right at this moment. sitting beside me and reminiscing...





i haven't meet those guys personally, i know some of them by names as mentioned by myBanako...





ate josephine, flent, ate karen, max, tony boy, tita elvie to name some of them... hehehehe... [do hope they don't get mad i place their names on my post]..*peace sign*

and i guess they don't even know who i am...

Eventhought i still i haven't met them... they play a role in myBanako's life now...

...they made his day better, more fun, more enjoyment unlike the first week his there...
...they made him the network technician if there's no connection on internet.... hahahahaha.....
...they made him forget the longingness he surely felt for i know each of them miss their families who are left in Pinas...
...they are the guys whom he spends his day with [of course if not on class]...

...and they are the guys whom will surely look each other's welfare....

myBanako, do take care always ntawn... k? and behave!.. ^_^
You are always include in my prayers... do pray always.. iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako..mwah..


.... i know i will be with you sooonnn ...

L0ve L0ts,

kULiT, your asawa missing you so much..


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