29th wish: ......his wishes....

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29: ...his space...

I'll give him the 3 days to post his wishes... came from him... His birthday is fast approaching.... whew!.. days passed by so quickly and i'm lovin it....

myBanako, post your wishes here....

28: ...his space...

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28: ...his space...

I'll give him the 3 days to post his wishes... came from him... His birthday is fast approaching.... whew!.. days passed by so quickly and i'm lovin it....

myBanako, post your wishes here....

27th wish: CONTINUE TO MAKE PLANS for OUR FUTURE with ME...

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27. CONTINUE TO MAKE PLANS for OUR FUTURE with ME...

This makes me strive hard to fulfill each plans we have and I know you do. I can't wait for our plans to come into reality myBanako. Those plans serves as my inspiration to go on each day for I know every bits of those plans are worth striving, fighting for.

And what I want is to be with you 'til we fulfill everything... and 'til we can't ask for more than just be with each other for the rest of our lives or as long as we live...

Can't wait to have real Emmy and Ace and more of them in the future... hehehe...

Take good care of Emmy myBanako, and I will take good care of Ace... I can assure you of that...


mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

26th wish: STAY THE SAME with the GOOD side but DO CHANGE with the BAD...

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26. STAY THE SAME with the GOOD side but DO CHANGE with the BAD...

Keep up the good side myBanako.... wla koi ma.storya kai gsapot koh...hahahahh....

basta mao na cya... klaro jd nga gsapot koh.. dili njd ni wish.. gsapot lng jd koh!...

update soonerr............

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

25th wish: SISTER'S WISH...

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25. SISTER'S WISH...

Ohh, I'm so sorry....I forgot.... huhuuhuh... It's not that I'm lazy I just totally forgot that I should post the wish of her sister as I promised on the 20th..... my bad.....And it just the wish was totally, plainly out of my mind... uhuhuhuhu.. for thinking of some things or thinking on someone....not until, I found last night a piece of paper where I wrote is sister wish for me. For I asked her sister one time, when I got a chance to talk to her online... I mean chat with her... and the wish .. she says:

"bsta ako.a lng no.1 wish for him is to let him have all the best things life has to offer na unta ma.achieve niya all his dreams in life..."


my bad, I'm guilty..huhuhu.. I was not able to post the wish on the 20th... uhuhuuh....

Anyways, it's his sister wish.... and my wish on the 25th is to love you more and more each day... hehehe..mwaah


mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

24th wish: WORDS I WANNA SAY EACH DAY...

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24. WORDS I WANNA SAY EACH DAY...

I can't think of any wishes anymore.... heehehe.. I'm running out of wishes myBanako... huhuhu.. Just 6 days to go, and weee.. It is your special day... onsa man ko egift nimo wui, wla man ka anhi..huuhuh....

Anyways, this might not sound a wish but this is what I wanna do 'as long as I live'... I wanna tell you and let you feel nga.... love jd tka.. heheheh.. and the words that I wanna say each day is.....

i love you... and as always...

Let me tell it one more time, 'iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaaahh..'...

again...again... i love you so much still... I'm not still satisfied... i love you..mwah..
for the last time, i love you so much myBanako..mwaaaaaaahhhhh..

last njd nih.... hehehehhe.... love ayo tka, as n..mao na timan.e... whew!. can't help myself dah... nahan ko e.hug tka and say: 'iloveyou, iloveyou, iloveyou, iloveyou, iloveyou, iloveyou....' hehehe..mwaaah..

iL0veyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah.. last najd nah...

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako.. hahaha last na nih ^.^

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

iL0veyou..mwaah... ^_^

23rd wish: KEEPING UP THE THINGS YOU LOVE ABOUT US... esp. THE SIMILARITIES...

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23. KEEPING UP THE THINGS YOU LOVE ABOUT US... esp. THE SIMILARITIES...

Continue to keep the things you love us, for the differences are the spices but our similarities are the things that inspire and made our day. I actually remembered something, your valentine letter you gave where the content is "20 Things You Love About Us"...

Keep it up myBanako, keep up how we made each our days special and complete. Keep up how you love me that much.. hehehe... For while you're keeping me up I am keeping you as well, hear in my little kulit heart.

We have one thing in common: "We may differ in many things but we share the same feelings to conquer all for this love we have.." Oh yeah \m/... OUR LOVE ROCKS, no matter how cheesy this may seem to others. How corny I am.... But those don't matter, I love him. He loves me. We love each other and that's the only thing that matters...

B, murag dli na wish sah?... hehehe, anyways, iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako.. and super miss you....

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

22nd wish: CONTINUE TO LOVE OUR DIFFERENCES...

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22. CONTINUE TO LOVE OUR DIFFERENCES...

Honestly, I'm hating this for we argue a lot... hehehe... sorry, can't help it that you love me in your own ways not my own ways. But, no more buts kulit... toinksz, gyaw2x lagi ko saq self...

I'm thinking on the other side... The brighter side, our differences help a lot with our relationship for we know different things from each other, we learn different things and this put spices to our relationship but we need to make sure that it is not too much because ma.sobra.an nya dli na sakto... hehehe... Pero, mahurt man jpon ko B.. kaw man gd!.. huuhuhuhu... And despite the differences love jpon ayo tka... As in so much...

I'll try myBanako, nga dli naq mg.palabi nimo.... Your wish will be granted sooonnn....
mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Our differences proves that two different individual can love each other so perfect despite the differences and the imperfections and of course, I am still perfectly in love with you... mwah..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

21st wish: CONTINUE TO UNDERSTAND THINGS....

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21. CONTINUE TO UNDERSTAND THINGS....

Me, too will try to continue to understand things the way you want me to understand those things. I too can't let you understand what I want you to understand. However, you always win and I'm not against it. I just want you to know, that I need you... Not just thought, not just mere words, I need you to let me feel you're there, your love. I need you more each day especially now that we're too far away from each other.

I'm not against on anything that you do. I'm happy whatever, wherever and whichever you choose to enjoy or spend your day. What I just want you to understand is to let me know when will be your time for me. Time nga para ako.a ra for the whole long day imo rman jd nah...

There will be things that we don't understand... For we ourselves, have different things to understand and wish we can make ourselves understand each other.

Soon you'll understand enough what I felt... I just don't know when or how, maybe someday, somewhere, somehow....

and I too will understand things more deeper....

But for now, I'll let things... I'll let myself needing you more and more....

I'm still in love with you though.... as in that muccchhhhhhhh......

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

19th wish : DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WITH THE WORD: 'IMPRINTING'?

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19. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WITH THE WORD: 'IMPRINTING'?

Well, I got to say that word struck me when reading the 4 books of Twilight. Way too adiccted with Twilight already, hahahah... Anyhow, I'm not like Jacob Black whose a werewolf, who falls in love with his bestfriend Bella and later on imprints with her baby, toinks hahaha. He is no similarity than me but with only one thing in common we find the ONE, like Bella find Edward and him to her.

The ONE who is our DESTINY...

I imprinted to this particular guy...

ehem!... that makes me a werewolf girl... toinksz!.. orr vampire girl?...hhmmm... not still, i'm happy as francis girl.. weeee....

Here's how I define Imprinting base on Twilight.

Imprinting : based on Twiligth book is finding who is your soulmate. Finding the person whom you can't live without. Finding the one who will complete you. Finding the right man/woman for you. Finding the one who wants to keep you safe from all harm and pain. Finding that imperfect person whom you know where you belong that it really hurst when your apart. Finding your destiny. Finding the one you will do everything and anything to the person he/she imprints.

Yahoo Answers for Imprinting:
http://answers.yahoo.com/

Furthermore, it's my 19th wish for I want you to know that there's nothing you can do with what I really felt toward you myBanako. I loveeee you way tooo much and I can't afford to lose you, never ever again. And what I felt for you is more than Jacob Black, Bella Swan or Edward Cullen love each other. It's more than anything else. I love you this ssoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. [ps: yaw lagi palabi sa gbati kulit...hahaha]


B, dili naman ni wish wui... hehehe.. just so you know that...

No one’s ever loved anyone as much as I love you.

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

18th wish: CONTINUE TO TRUST DESPITE AND IN SPITE WHAT HAD HAPPENED...

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18. CONTINUE TO TRUST DESPITE AND IN SPITE WHAT HAD HAPPENED...

I know, I know... I exactly know that our relationship have flaws regarding trusting each other. But it doesn't stop there, we can correct all things and its never too late to correct things. It doesn't mean that we are constant on things especially on that. Remember you once told before, everybody changes, right? Thus, we have a big space to change and a lot of time to change. We argue about it, we hated each other due to it but what is important, we learned from our mistakes, we grow up, we move on...

So, with my 18th wish do not let bad memories prevail but the good ones. The good ones and our plans in which sooner be fulfilled.

You once said, 'kulit, love tka mao nay timan.e og mao nay hunahuna way lain pah...' and so you should also start thinking that with my love for you myBanako...


I love you so much, I do.....

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

17th wish: CONTINUE TO UNDERSTAND MY TANTRUMS...

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17. CONTINUE TO UNDERSTAND MY TANTRUMS...

Hahahay, I do have many tantrums og kaw ray rason nganong ma.trigger nah.. dli naman ni wishes B... hahaha..wish ni para naq naman dli para imo... hahaha..

Anyways, please do lengthen your patience and understanding. But eventually you already know the solution to each of the tantrums that you experienced. You already know how to stop my tantrum and make me calm. Og of course, dapat lng kai kaw rabay rason nganong mag.tantrums ko... hahaha...

I'm really such a spoiled brat, bwahehhe.. daddy, daddy.. hahhaha..

Kaw gd, kaw man jd maka.ingon ana akong mga tantrums. If you can just keep kanang pinaka.nahan naq nimo nga mg.cge ka char2x naq (nga imo ingon tinuod nah, dli rana char2x.. hehehehe)...I'll never have these tantrums...

If you can just keep my francis smile, the smile I know for me rajd, my francis mind, nga para ako rapd og my francis heart so there will be no reason at all for having those tantrums... hehehe

I still do love you so much, please do understand myBanako hap....mwaah..

I miss you and miss you so much.. never I day, I haven't think of You...

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

16th wish: CONTINUE TO TELL ME THOSE WORDS I WANNA HEAR FROM YOU....

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16. CONTINUE TO TELL ME THOSE WORDS I WANNA HEAR FROM YOU....

Below are randomly pick lines and also some of my favorite lines from our conversation. He sometimes tell me those words, if of course where in good terms og hhmmm... naka.tamak cguro og iti sa NZ nya nag.maayo ang buot.. hahaa, just kidding...

- i ask him onsa iyang wishes for his bday...

BbF: i wish ur here.. nothing else
BbF: i love you kulit..
BbF: kw rjd akong wish sa pgkakaron
BbF: di nko nhan mwala pka nko my asawa
BbF: till heaven wud take us my aswa

- randomly pick conversation we have last Sept. 9

BbF: bday nko rn nga month
kULiT: hehe
BbF: wa ka
BbF: huhuh
BbF: guol ko my aswa
BbF: mwah..
kULiT : lagi, it sad to know pd..
kULiT : ako pd gani..
BbF: oo
kULiT : ka.remember ko last year..
kULiT: hehe
kULiT : ka.remember paka?
kULiT : i was so hapi seing u so hapi wid wat i did
BbF: ako pd
kULiT : karon kabaliktaran pd.
BbF: happy mn jd bsta naa k my aswa
BbF: mwah.

BbF: i love you my asawa.
BbF: mwah


I can't help myself from smiling reading the conversation we have. I have actually a lot of save conversation's and text messages and letters from him.... And whenever, I miss him the most I scanned my notebooks, my scrapbooks and my emails just to read those messages he have for me. Since, before and till now, I keep on doing those especially if I have nothing much to do but just want to reminisce memories... I even have some rude text messages and emails from him, hehhehe.. pero those don't cout much... For what matter is "i love him much and he loves me much..."

iL0veyou so dearly myBanako...mwah...

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

15th: CONTINUE TO THINK I'LL BE WITH YOU SOONER....

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15. The 15th of September, and CONTINUE TO THINK I'LL BE WITH YOU SOONER....

Dali.a ra sa panahon B wui, Sept. 15 nah... hapit na mg.October npd.. hehehe.. and this means myBanako, that a chance to be near you again, to be with you again, to subtract the nth days that we're not together and add to the sum of days or to the hopes that we will be in each other's arms again. Please do help me myBanako, on things that I really wanted to do especially the plans we have. Please....hehehe, ka.remember ko sa imong line nga: 'kaw jd kulit noh, desperada kaayo ka pero nahan koh...' hehehe....

I just want to be near or be with you again myBanako, this is what my heart long and desire each and every day... mwaaah..

iL0veyou so dearly myBanako...mwah...

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

14th wish: DO ENJOY THINGS even without ME...

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14. DO ENJOY THINGS even without ME...

Yeah, I know this one. You can even live in a world without me.. ako rman ang dli, hehehe.. but anywayz, I'm happy to know you can just enjoy and live without me so that sooner or later if possibilities are really there dli naka mg.lisod pa... and ako nlang kai 'i will cross the brigde when I get there, but as what I said before. Once I cross the bridge it will be totally a different world when you're not part of it... All will be different but still be so glad and so thankful I oncepart of your world' if ever that happens...

whew, advance thought rajd ni myBanako.... but, I will surely be happy if you'll fulfill my 13th wish... more than happy myBanako... I still want us to fulfill the 13th wish....

And what I just want you to do is to : ENJOY, be SAFE, have clean plain FUN and do PRAY....

Wherever you are right now myBanako, I'm praying for your safety and others who's with you right now. Please do extra care because wla ta kahibaw sa lugar..

I'm crossing my fingers lng nga mo.txt ka ron... mwaaah....

DO ENJOY myBanako, mwaaah......

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...



ps: right now, nag.laag akong bana ron... to.a sa snow, can't remmeber the name of the place....
i always feels missing him so much if there are activities nga we can't be togeder.... huhuhuh

13th wish: DON'T EVER DARE LET ME GO...

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13. DON'T EVER DARE LET ME GO...

You once said this, and I'm telling you this from me to you. My 13th wish: DON'T YOU EVER DARE LET ME GO myBanako. No matter what happens, keep on holding me... Keep me so close... Don't ever lose your grip on me... Don't ever give up on on me, nor us...

I'm keeping your words, as much as I am keeping mine...

You once said, follow what my heart desires and so, I'LL NOT DARE LET YOU GO EITHER, for who I want is YOU... and that is what my heart truly desires. TO BE NEXT TO YOU in every SINGLE BREATH I TAKE...

iL0veyou so dearly myBanako...mwah...

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

12th wish: CONTINUE TO BE PATIENT SA AKONG PG.KA SO CALLED : "KULIT"...

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12. CONTINUE TO BE PATIENT SA AKONG PG.KA SO CALLED : "KULIT"...

Did you ever regret you made me that nick myBanako?.... hehehe, very well, I'am well mould and well developed to be your only 'kulit'. No one ever can made such as kulit as I am without Francis in every step of the way. I'm like a spoiled brat and you were my so ever loving and caring daddy that you spoils me everything. But that was before, now you try to make me things that are way out of my limitations but still I understand you're helping me to be just as strong as you are. And still, my being pgka.kulit ruleszzz still hugry for everything you showed me and you taught me. Still thirsty with every single things you want me to learn. Very well, I understand things as much as I wanted you to understand things, the way I understand it.

Fortunately, I still have this so called attitude that you once put into me 'pagka.kulit jd'... hehehe.. I even can remember you once said, 'mypa dli nalng kulit akong g.tawag nimo dah, honey lng ta toh...' hahahaha...

Anywaysz myBanako, I'm loving every single changes I have for you. Every single changes that entitles me sooner to be yours and yours only.

iL0vey0usomuchmyBanako... mwaah...

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

11th wish: LEARN TO FORGET AND FORGIVE...

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11. LEARN TO FORGET AND FORGIVE...

FORGET the hurtful things and FORGIVE those who hurt you and don't forget to pray for them. I also do this, you knew every bit or inch of me from the tip of my toe to the tip of a strand of my hair. You knew everything about me, good or bad and all the things that I went through. One good-but-not-so-good factor I have is FORGETTING THE PAST, you told me the word before 'repression'.

I am a repressionist, hmmm. am I using the right term? But anyways, yes I am like that. Right myBanako? You explained it to me very well before and after explaining what the word 'repression' means you just hug me so tight that what I did was close my eyes because all those are haunting me again but I'm not afraid anymore for I know you're with me.

Meaning of Repression:
Repression is the operation by which the subject repels and keeps at a distance from consciousness representations (thoughts, images, memories) that are disagreeable because they are incompatible with the ego.

link: http://www.answers.com/topic/repression

In relation to my 10th wish: LEARN TO FORGET or shall I say, can you repress those bad memories? Bad memories that will destroy you and me, will hurt your feelings and mine and will destroy our precious relationship. Can you? Please do try myBanako, I can't no longer dare to think next day, or next-next day or next month we will be arguing on the same bad things again.

Let's repress those things together. Okay?

mwaaaaaaaaahhhh.... iL0vey0us0muchmyBanako..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

10th wish: CONTINUE ON HOW OFTEN YOU KEEP IN TOUCH...

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10.CONTINUE ON HOW OFTEN YOU KEEP IN TOUCH...

MyBanako, I really appreciate your efforts. Bisan og onsa na nga time diha but still you never miss nga mo.keep in touch. And it makes me so extra special. Please don't change that, I really do like how often you keep in touch with me. It makes me forget kadyot the loneliness I felt, especially when makamata ko nga kaw g.pokaw naq sa uzzap... hehehe... It makes me extra super special jd...

So, with my 10th wish: CONTINUE ON HOW OFTEN YOU KEEP IN TOUCH...

You just don't know kapila ko mg.cge check sa uzzap to know if online ka or dli....hehehe. not just 20 times or 50 times, every minute man guro mg.cge ko check uzzap just to check if online ka or dili.... hehehe..

Please don't change that myBanako hap... and please do keep it up...

I will be waiting for you each and every day, or every minutes to talk with you 'til I will be next to you or be with your arms again....

I will be waiting for you... mwah... I miss you so much...mwah..

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...

9th wish: DO ALWAYS THINK : 'THE LAW OF ATTRACTION'...

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9. DO ALWAYS THINK : 'THE LAW OF ATTRACTION'...

There's this one special guy who once said 'LAW OF ATTRACTION kulit. Think what your heart desires and nothing else don't be distracted on the hard things nor the trials but think that you can fulfill and will reach all your goal and all you want to achieve. You can reach what your heart desires.' not really the right words though but I expounded it.

myBanako, I cling to that statement 'LAW OF ATTRACTION KULIT' and never ever open to possibilities or consider you out of my life though I might cross the bridge when I get there. However, my life will never be the same if you're not part of it.

Furthermore, this is my 9th wish that I want you to have. You told me about it before and this time its my turn to tell you...

' LAW OF ATTRACTION myBanako... Trust me, this works. Cling to what you really want, set your mind to what you wanted to happen with your life, focus on your goals, reach your dreams and follow what your heart desires. Consider trials as a challenge and it will just flow away and make you stronger. Do rememmber myBanako, follow what you heart desires and apply with it the Law of Attraction.

Happy advance birthday to you myBanako...

Hope to be with you sooner myBanako.. mwah..

L0ve L0ts,
kulit, your asawa

hoping, praying, wishing and looking forward to be with You again...