Happy 98th!!!

Happy Monthsarry BB!

It's been 98th months!!! 98 months together working out our relationship.

This month or year is another Chapter of our lives. For 98 months, we've seen a lot of changes as in a lor especially that we're both living in one roof. I've seen who really are you. I've seen how you get so excited about a thing, how you deal with everyone, how you think with a particual situation, how you get oh so freaking mad, I've seen how you always love cuddlesssss and hugggssss.I've seen how you dance when your drunk. I've seen how you sleep(oh! my weakness) you look like.

You may have changes that still right now I'm having hard time accepting it, but I know it's really a good change. It's a better-confident YOU. I'm just too selfish to accept you already go out from your shell exploring all things beautfiul/wonderful. Pls, yaw ntawng nang beautiful girls hap and please put some limitations ntawn, yaw palabi esp. sa you-know nah. okay???You're no longer a stranger to me even few months back, but now that I got to know all those things, I can help but smile at times coz those things amazes me. At times out of the blue, you just surprisingly surprise me with what you do and I love how you do that.

Bb, im reminiscing our memories on our blog right now. And I realized we've been thru a lot. We encouter the ups and the downs many times and over and over again. But we never seem to let go, although at times, we can feel giving up our precious relationship, tired feeling and tried deciding letting go (I guess, its just natural) but we never did. We always tried our best to work out things, esp. US, and that's one thing I'm so

 proud of with US.

Bb, now that you know me more coz we're living together. I would like to apologize for every single bad things that I did. For hurting you at times, for blaming you at times, for not understanding you at times, for being soooooo selfish, for not respecting you whenever I feel mad at you, for being such a gahig-ulo-nga-gf.Pasayloa ko Bb!

Bb, I love you. Love man tka, "si bb cutecute lab man nako." hehehe I can't help but smile at you when you say this line. Sometimes it annoys me but most of the time it made me smile.Trying to make childish voice but you soound so cute and adorbs. Please don't ever change that Bb.

Bb, thank you so much. Again and again, for accepting me. For taking care of me. For telling me honestly what I need to change. For telling the truth though sometimes slap is much better than hearing those, but I appreciate it you let me know. Thank you for trying your best every day, everyday ba bb? heheheh trying your best to make me happy. Thank you for making me happy. Thank you for not giving up, for still holding my hands esp. those times when things gets rough. Thank you for spending time with me, or squeezzzing me in your schedule. Thank you as well for cooking dinner sometimes, when I get lazy. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for everything Bb.

And Thank you for loving me.

Happy Monthsarry!!!

89th monthsarry on Wellington! (Second Day)

Flashback, flashback, flashback!!!

Our second day in Welli is our 89th Monthsarry and we spent it at Te Papa Tongarewa, Welli's Museum.

 Te Papa is New Zealand’s national museum, renowned for being bicultural, scholarly, innovative, and fun. Our success is built on our relationships with and ability to represent our community.

Our collections span five areas: Art, History, Pacific, Māori, and Natural Environment. Our exhibitions are interdisciplinary and interactive, and we have dynamic events and education programmes. We also have thriving commercial enterprises, including a publishing division, conference operations, and retail stores. [LINK]

One thing is a must when you visit New Zealand, it's their Museum. It's not just a small room museum but a huge one. Mostly have 3 levels ranges from Art, Maori, History and Biology. And on our special day, US with Ate Rhols stroll and wander around the museum.

Went to Mountains to Sea, then head to Blood Eearth Fire and explore the Maori Culture.

 Ate Rhols and him did the Haka Dance. 

After satisfying, our eyes we need to satisfy our stomach as we are starvingggg. We didn't eat breakfast that day! waaah! Before, we have our lunch we met Ate Mons with her two lovely girls, Remz and Christine.

Then, again stroll to Behieve Parliament Building [second time around]. Since, Ate Mons toured us around the city again.

We need to went home before 5pm since there will be a Send Off Party that we will attend later that night, which is the main REASON as well why we are in Welli. And the reason as well, why Mc2x and Tin2x we're not able to accompany us in the museum.

Head back home and we need to hurry for it's almost 6pm. Five minutes fixing ourselves and then head directly to RAIN, where the engagement party will be held.

Everyone were having fun, looking good and satisfying their stomach with many great finger foods. 

After the event, Girls were having Hens off party which is the ever first hens off party I attended while Boys where having the stag party.

What a great day we had on our 89th monthsarry!

Mc2x and Tin2x, the two cutest couple I've met. Congrats and Thank you for the accomodation. Our holiday was a blast.

85th monthsarry

Happy 85th monthsarry myBanako!!! 

i love you sooo much still, in so many ways.

Thank you for being who you are and for all you do. mwah 

Happy 79th monthsarry myBanako!

"Within you I lose myself; without you I find myself wanting to be lost again." 

Happy 79th monthsarry myBanako!.... if there's only one thing that I wanna wish it's to be next to you at this very moment. Talking about anything and laughing. I miss you and I don't know exactly what's the feeling anymore. I miss you each day without you next to me. Wish I could be with you sooner and never will I allow to be far away from you again.

I love you still, so much.

Love Lots,

kulit, your asawa,
praying, hoping, wishing and looking forward to be with you again.

disclaimer: got the quote from my FB profile. he post it on my wall July 1. 

Happy 78th monthsarry myBanako!

'FATE is building a bridge of chance for the one you love'

You're 4511 miles (flying distance) apat from me, but I still love you sooo much...

Happy 78th monthsarry to my one and only!

It's been how many months passed already but nothings change. I still love you so much and fall inlove with you all over again. We had misunderstandings, a lot of it, that due to this distance thing it's so hard to really understand each other. You made me freak out at times. You made me cry so hard at times as well. But those doesn't really matter. For I am so unbelievably in love with you.

Our relationship is far from perfect, but nevertheless, the love we have for each other is the strongest thing I’ve ever felt, and you never stop fighting for me. I thank you for that, you really do save me on a daily basis.

Letting myself love you was the best thing I ever did. I'll keep on fighting. I'll keep you by my side. I'll never let go of the grip. I'll hold you close here in my heart.

iloveyousomuchmyBanako... mwahhh...

Thank you for letting me feel beautiful.

Happy 78th monthsarry myBanako!

Happy 77th monthsarry to myBanako!....

Happy 77th monthsarry!

MyBanako, you're the reason that keeps me going. No matter how tough my day is, there is this particular time of the day that made me happy and look forward to each day that is seeing you though it means only on skype. It doesn't matter though. Nothing changes but can't deny that I miss you sooo much and I so wanna be with you every single day of my life.

I wanna thank you myBanako for still there with me, fighting throughout this journey. You never leave me despite I know how hard and difficult it is for us. You're there continue to teach and inspire me on what life brings and on what life ahead of us. Thank you for the efforts on showing how much you care for me though I know how difficult it is for you because of the distance, I knew it too well 'coz I'm in it as well.

Happy 77th monthsarry myBanako! I know we can get through this. And there will be that one special time or day that will reunite us and will never ever get separated again.

Nothings change, it's just I miss you so much, this is the only difference.

[TRUE LOVE doesn't mean being inseparable; it means being separated and nothing changes.]

[a quote made by him one time when I asked him to. :)]

iloveyousomuchmyBanako...mwaah

Happy 77th monthsarry!

Love Lots,

kulit, your asawa

looking forward, praying, hoping to be with you again. :)

Happy 77th monthsarry to myBanako!....

I love you so much still..... I'll just update my message tomorrow. Super sleepy and super tired and busy earlier. Whew!

Anyhow, before this night ends. I still wanna shout to the world that "i love you myBanako" and i miss you sooo much....

We can get through this....mwaah

Hope to see you soon, thanks for the poem B.mwah

update: got finished with my room and editing the pictures. Below are the pictures.

this is what my room wall looks like. i lurrrveee it much. :)

[the teddy bear got a name, He is "BbF" or I call him with his nick at times "Antet". He has a mission in life and it's all written on that piece of paper which I keep it for years already and in which he already know what he's for. :) keep the good job Antet. xoxoxo. The heart beside him, is given by his master, the same guy who bought Antet for me. She is "BIG HEART". We call her that way for she's so big. LOL. She's my companion at night and the one who comfort me as well when there master is not around. Especially in times like this. They brought happiness to me and of course, their master who brought so much joy and love to me.]

[the quote is made by him. I actually asked him one time. :D]

Happy 77th monthsarry myBanako!

Wheeeww! Viollllaaaaaaaaaaa... This is what my wall room looks like. I got so envied with one of the tumbler blog I follow. The Home Sweet Home blog, in which randomly there are images of a room that has pictures posted in walls, everywhere and frames. Thus, I decided to make one of my own for our 77th monthsarry. I was busy yesterday for my TOR in which I follow up at my school and went after to SM to just stroll and hang around. Oopppss! I need to finished this because there's something important I need to make today. Lazy kulit! Anyhow, how do you find my room wall? Isn't it cute and nice and full of lovey-doveyy... hhahahaha... I know he will complain about this again, like my mom who's first words she said "what happen to your wall..." LOL. I superrr love it. I don't care. It's my room. badd cheettah . As long as I don't hurt anyone and as long as I'm happy with what I'm doing well, yeahhh I'll go for it. Thus, this made my day so happy plus seeing him earlier before he went off to work. Yaaayyy so much! *insert face with utmost glee*

To myBanako, your message is on the next post because I know you'll complain again that I don't have something for you. hahaha and I know it's true that you complain, you just don't want to accept it. *winks

Anyhow, I love you sooo much myBanako.

Happy 77th monthsarry!

Wish you're here next to me right now. I wanna be with you sooner. :)

I Remember

It was a rainy evening when all you did was to weep in tears

Rain drops fell and no one else did hear

Broken young heart seeking to get fixed

What to do? love again and be ditched?

Yesterday I saw you seems nothing's queer

I insanely admire your beautiful face

But how do I get rid of this fear?

Could I just hold you without anything to say?

I love you is all I need to utter

Oh please cupid shoot me with your arrow of beer

Being giddy doesn't even matter

As long as at the end I can lean on your shoulder

A day I woke up with you in my arms

Is it a dream or only created  by my foolish mind?

Yes it's true! pinch me then I'll know

If not then one truth I have in heart I do always love you

I'm almost complete 'till we got separated

It's been a while since we actually dated

Memories I recall whenever I miss you

Still a sparkling smile when I think of what we've been through.

-BbF

P.S.

Wish I could be next to you very soon.

Happy Monthsarry. I love u so much.

Happy 76th monthsarry myBanako!

Happy 76th monthsarry myBanako!

iloveyousooooomuch still.. mwaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.... 

Is so busy on paper works this past few weeks and thus, upload some random edited picture before. However, it doesn't change anything. I'm so much still in love with him. We were able to saw each other in Skype and talked about things, though I was kinda moddddyy can't tell the reason. But! yeah, I was darn so moddy on our monthsarry but he was able to made me smile.The same guy who made me madly fall in love all over again.

Nothing's change myBanako. I love you to death. and I wanna be with you soooonnnnnn....

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

Love finds a way...

"I love you and I always will..." , got the message in the card that was slip in the boquet.

Here are the pictures I took last night after I received the bouquet. Weeeee!!!

Thank you so much to myBanako, who set up this for me. You never fail to make me happy. Yaaay!!!... you made me fall in love with you again. xoxoxox

iloveyousomuchmyBanako..mwaah… ♥♥♥

ps: I was just using my phone in taking the pics so that explains the low quality of the images.  :(