So Happpyyyyyy

So happy today, I'm still speechless. hehehehe....Really, thank you so much God for the blessing.

Will update later hopefully, will not be lazy after. Will listen to my instructor first.

Day 5 - Going home & Retraining

It's retraining week for me. Argh!... I know I can find happiness at work, I should and I must :D. And he's going home from the 5 days trip. He texted me earlier. Ok fine!

One good thing about today, I received our newest couple shirt. I mean, the new addition to our couple stuff is a dress for me and the pair is a t-shirt for him. weee! so excited to wear it with him. I pray sooner I can be with him.

ssshshh! I'm actually on retraining right now. I'll listen to my instructor first. Thus, will update later. ciao.. :D

Day 4 - 'i love you so much'

I wake up on the wrong side of the bed, feeling uncomfy, irritable and not really in the mood today. I wake up around 11:00 PM, so I don't have to worry anymore how will I spend the first day in the morning. FBing, uploading pics, movie marathon and just facing ACE today. We were able to talk earlier as well, just an iloveyou and iloveyou too chat.

Day, went just fine. He chatted me earlier, around 9pm there, he said they're going back to Christchurch. So, they're coming home this 26. Wishing you for a safe trip... :)

Day 3 - an 'i love you'

Today, I was supposed to go to a Falls in Lahug and spend the whole day with Oding and others. But when I wake up this morning, I'm not feeling well and it's just I don't have the mood anymore to go and have fun. I just decided to stay and thanks to Oding for understanding. However, it doesn't stop there what I wanna do is met with Roan. So, I'll be meeting her after a coupe of hours from now. I really don't know what's going on with my life.

MyBanako, I don't know where he is now. I wish he could totally forget just one day that I'm waiting for him. But, when I wake up this morning he just send me a message ' i love you '...maybe that message is enough for me to go on for the day.... hahahay, i miss you.

update:


grab this from his Facebook. It was posted today, and try to search some info over the net, can't find any detailed info except it's some kind of museum. Well see, will update once pictures on his 5 days trip after uploaded in FB. :)

Day 2 - My mind in Queenstown, New Zealand

Queenstown, New Zealand.

At this very moment, 5:13 PM NZ 1:13 PM Cebu, he is in Queenstown. Day 2 of the trip. I'm feeling a lil something bad inside, dahh! it's just me so selfish about this 5 days trip. Anyhow, I'm still thankful he inform me, which is the good side of it. I just wish him happiness and enjoyment with the trip. Anyhow, small information about Queenstown below. I was not able to get that much info about Dunedin, my previous post.

Queenstown is an international resort town in Otago in the south-west of New Zealand's South Island. It is built around an inlet called Queenstown Bay on Lake Wakatipu, a long thin lake formed by glacial processes that is shaped like a staggered lightning bolt, and has spectacular views of nearby mountains.
source: wiki


Source: Panorama of Queenstown and Lake Wakatipu from the top of the gondola.

Still wishing I was there...huhuhuhu. Still can't get over it. But I know for sure no matter how long my day this coming few days will be I'll still be fine. grrr, as the hell I should.


Unrelated note:
Last night, I was not able to sleep directly after arriving home. Its just there are things bothering me and there are things wandering my thoughts. Because of it, I wanna divert my attention into something useful thus, I simply created another author of our blog in which you can find in every post below. From now on each post that I made will have my name as the one who posted it. Every post will look like this from now on:

not the usual POSTED BY FRANCRIS which is his account actually. Yay! for me. harharhar... a job well done. *winks

update:

Grab this in his Facebook. More pictures to come after they arrived home. :)

Day 1 - my heart in Dunedin, Christchurch

Dunedin, Christchurch.

Yesterday, around 6:00 PM in New Zealand. He, myBanako, and some of his Filipino friends (Jong, Grasya and Ate Rhols ) arrived in Christchurch for a 5 days vacation. Sigggh!!!! I really, reaaally really do wanna come. But there's a good reason behind why I can't come plus of course for the fact that I'm still here in the Philippines. However, though I'm not in the plan. I still do know where they are at this very day. I'm not included in the plan nor in the activity but I know where they are right now.

First stop: Dunedin, Christchurch

Source: Dunedin, Railway Station 

For my part, just simply blogging as to where he is today. How did I know he is in Dunedin where in fact, I really don't know the plan they have? Well, this morning he simply just inform me he is in Dunedin with a message "I still think of you." Awww, how sweet. Wish the thinking part will be in reality sooner. Honestly, I still feel a tingling bit of heaviness inside but this might mend a bit of those heaviness. *sigh again i do hope so.

Maybe, I'll update this with their pictures from the trip.

Wish him all the enjoyment and fun today. :)
Take care myBanako. mwaaahhhh....

a busy few months

It's been a while haven't posted anything in our blog. It's a lil bit busy plus lazyness and all sweet things that hinder my ass to post entries. Anyhow, I'll start one today.

The busyness thing started last May when I gathered information form the forums I searched on the net for the requirements and all sort of stuffs sorry can't really elaborate those stuffs. Me and myBanako, have a plan and finally we're just waiting for the result. However, I can't tell what it is, for it's supposed to be a secret but I know a bunch of trusted people already knew. Anyways, 16th of July turned out a bit fine for my best friend, Zeneth Avila was there helping me, providing me her moral support throughout the lenghty-intimidating-process. I can't divulge much information though but that day ends a lil bit fine even if I was not able to see him after.

Hmmmmm!!!! now what I have in mind is prayers for a good result. And him since he's on a 5 days vacation in Christchurch, NZ. Wish I was there, but sad to say I'm still here stuck in the Philippines. But somebody just told me, I need to be patient and as what his saying as well to patiently wait for one day, one day we'll be back in each other arms again. Damn! I suck in waiting but I'll give it a try and I'll try harder for don't have choice. My hearts only beats for him. :)

He's in Christ Church already while creating this entry. And feeling a lil bit heavy inside but still managed to be fine. Thank God, he provide me a nice shift (1pm-10pm shift) that I'll not be stuck at home, waiting for him. Thank you God for the timing. We chatted on both of our phones, thank God as well for his iphone for he's able to inform me every now and then on where he is and can ask him what in his mind. I don't know what his doing, who's with him apart from Jong, Grasya and Ate Rhols, what are the things they talk about or plans but what I do know, I'm assured that he'll be a good boy. He said, he'll be good while his away and to you myBanako I say "I trust you.".

I love you sooo much. Please just take care and don't let kulit worry much. ok?
mwawwahhhh.. have fun and enjoy.....

Happy 79th monthsarry myBanako!

"Within you I lose myself; without you I find myself wanting to be lost again." 

Happy 79th monthsarry myBanako!.... if there's only one thing that I wanna wish it's to be next to you at this very moment. Talking about anything and laughing. I miss you and I don't know exactly what's the feeling anymore. I miss you each day without you next to me. Wish I could be with you sooner and never will I allow to be far away from you again.

I love you still, so much.

Love Lots,

kulit, your asawa,
praying, hoping, wishing and looking forward to be with you again.

disclaimer: got the quote from my FB profile. he post it on my wall July 1.